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Mommy is...
stretchable.
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What do you mean
by stretchable?
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Daddy's hard.
You can't move him.
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He gets mad, and that's it.
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Mommy gets mad too,
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but she's more like putty.
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Mm.
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And she gets sad too.
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That's when it's
the most stretch.
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Putty, um... I wonder
how is it that you stretch her?
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You just--
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Can I...
Can I talk now? Please?
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Um...
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- Is it okay if Mommy talks?
- Yep.
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Okay.
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I'm not stretchable.
I'm not putty.
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Well, that's her
experience of you.
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That isn't true.
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I try very hard to be in
control of her and everything,
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but, um, may as well not even
be there at all.
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Well, perception
is reality, so--
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Also, I don't get sad.
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You seem sad right now.
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You do seem sad right now.
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We're here to talk about
how to get you better.
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All we do is talk about me.
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I can be sad. I mean,
I'm allowed to be sad, right?
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Well, of course.
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But, um, you must know that
this is all tangled up together
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and you of all people
should know--
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I know. I know, but, um...
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this...
this isn't how things...
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...are gonna get better. Um...
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Mommy, please don't cry...
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No, no. I--
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- ...because then I'll cry.
- Sweetie.
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- She...
- Sweetie, it's okay. It's okay.
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We want the tube removed. Now.
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- No, you can't kill me!
- And to do that, we need...
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No, she won't do what
she has to do
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because she knows
that she has this safety net.
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Things are not
stable enough right now to--
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It's clear that we have
different goals.
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You want her to get better
before the tube can be removed.
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I think the tube needs
to come out,
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and then she can get better.
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We all have
the same goal here.
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But what I'm learning
as we're talking all together
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is that you and I need to spend
some time, just the two of us,
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without her here...
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...to talk about some
serious issues.
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I'm gonna need you to
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restart the tube feedings
at night
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and I need you
to start doing...
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Did you get the kind
with no cheese?
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I can't explain this to you
every time, sweetie.
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They would just laugh at me
and say it's bread, okay?
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I'll take the cheese off
when we get home, of course.
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Is it the kind with the little
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green and black things
in the sauce?
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It's the same kind
we always get.
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That kind has the things
in the sauce.
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I can't... I can't eat it.
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Like, can you scrape it off--
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Do you even want the tube out or
is it just me who wants it out?
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You have to be...
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Jesus.
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Oh, poo.
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Oh...
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You got your wish. No cheese.
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- Did you will that to happen?
- Yeah.
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Are you some kind of
witch or something?
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Hey, straight to the table.
Actually, no.
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Wash hands first,
and then straight to the table.
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I don't have to go
to the bathroom though.
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No one's making you
go to the bathroom.
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I'm just asking you
to wash your hands, please,
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like we always do.
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Is Daddy coming?
Where's Daddy?
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Uh, he said
maybe bedtime.
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When does he go again?
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He just got back,
so... in a month?
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Mommy?
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Yeah.
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I did have to
go to the bathroom.
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Okay.
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This might take a while.
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Okay.
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Mommy?
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Yeah?
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The bathroom
has water in it.
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Okay, well, that's good.
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No, I mean on the floor.
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Come quickly!
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Are you coming?
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Mommy!
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Oh, my God. What?
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Why didn't you tell me
as soon as you came in here?
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I just noticed...
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because I had to go
to the bathroom so bad.
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I don't like how it
feels on my socks.
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Where's it coming from?
How deep is it?
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Are we gonna die?
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Is the house gonna
fall on top of us?
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Mommy?
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Can you lift me up
and carry me out?
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Yep, just
stay there, okay? Hold on.
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Mom, why are you leaving me?
Where are you going?
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Just please stay on the toilet, okay?
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No.
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Can you please come...
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Can you come now?
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Oh, my...
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Oh...
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...my fucking God.
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Mommy!
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Mommy, you're not
telling me what it is!
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Mommy!
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- What's going on?
- What?
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What's happening, Mom?
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Are we gonna die?
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- Hey.
- Hey, yeah.
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We just got home,
and you would not believe--
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Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
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No, no, no! Do not come here.
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Do not come in here!
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Right now, go, go, go!
Right now! Right now!
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Go, go, go, go!
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Go! Oh, my God!
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Subtitle
www.movieddl.me
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Nothing is familiar
or real.
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Ever.
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Every time I feel this way
I get further and further away
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from being in myself, and,
like, I can never get back.
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When you think about time,
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how do you see it?
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How do I see time?
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Um...
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Time is a series of things
to get through.
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Each goal is a cliff.
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There's nothing
at the end of it,
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but then it comes,
and there's just another cliff.
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I'm so mad at you!
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Oh, shit.
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Yo, you know about
holotropic breathing?
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Mm-mm.
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Yo, this shit is lit.
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Basically, you trick your brain
into thinking it's dead,
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and you see
the fucking universe.
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You know what I'm saying?
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So you won't feel paranoia
and guilt if something's wrong.
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I've got a friend who
does Reiki and shit like that.
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Nah, see what I'm saying?
This is like hyperventilating.
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When you die, they say
you let off this chemical.
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And when you're dreaming,
you let off the same chemical.
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It's sort of like that,
you know?
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You make your brain
think it's dead,
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but being brain-dead
is still alive.
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- Holographic breathwork?
- Holotropic.
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Tropic. Holotropic.
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- Is that real?
- What?
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00:11:36,999 --> 00:11:39,967
- The... the dead brain thing?
- Oh, yeah.
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I mean, shit.
I guess anything could be real.
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I mean, anything
could be bullshit too.
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You know what I'm saying?
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But you know that feeling
like when you're not...
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Yeah.
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00:12:05,090 --> 00:12:06,860
Oh, you're making fun of me.
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00:12:06,962 --> 00:12:08,962
- Miss, I don't even know you.
- Right.
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00:12:09,065 --> 00:12:12,198
Okay. Um, yes on these,
but no on the wine.
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00:12:13,566 --> 00:12:14,739
Why?
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00:12:17,239 --> 00:12:19,942
The law prohibits me from
selling you this wine right now.
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But it isn't even 2:00.
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It's 1:58.
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Right, but--
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By the time I ring these up,
it will be past two.
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Huh. Um...
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I'll just get
the peanut butter cups.
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You can put them on my room.
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Will do.
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I can't talk
about this anymore.
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I'm telling you. Please.
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00:13:25,144 --> 00:13:27,909
Hey, hey. Look, if that's
what Dr. Spring thinks is best,
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00:13:28,011 --> 00:13:28,972
then we have to listen
to Dr. Spring.
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There is no "we" though.
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It's just me. I... I'm...
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- It's not fair. I'm telling you.
- Whoa!
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00:13:33,918 --> 00:13:36,382
Fair? Listen,
I'm working, all right?
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I'm dealing with a lot of
assholes. You have no idea.
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And I cannot do anything about
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what's going on there
from here.
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We need to be a team.
You have to go there today
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and check in and let them know
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- that this whole thing is not--
- I know. I know.
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The problem with that logic,
though,
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is that I'm not a housewife.
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- I work too.
- Whoa, whoa, whoa.
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00:13:55,707 --> 00:13:58,104
Mommy,
this hotel food is gross.
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- Good morning.
- This is disgusting.
200
00:14:01,278 --> 00:14:02,672
Wow.
201
00:14:02,774 --> 00:14:05,615
You guys look just like twins.
Anybody ever tell you that?
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00:14:05,717 --> 00:14:06,980
Uh, no.
You're the first person
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00:14:07,082 --> 00:14:08,717
to notice and/or say that.
204
00:14:08,819 --> 00:14:09,913
Everyone says that.
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00:14:11,253 --> 00:14:14,254
- Hey, cutie. Wanna see a trick?
- Yeah.
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00:14:15,055 --> 00:14:17,323
Whoa. How'd you do that?
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00:14:18,428 --> 00:14:20,197
Mommy?
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00:14:20,900 --> 00:14:22,861
You should take it.
She's never gonna eat it.
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00:14:25,468 --> 00:14:26,365
Okay.
210
00:14:27,166 --> 00:14:29,005
Am I gonna throw up now?
211
00:14:31,743 --> 00:14:33,239
- Yeah?
- You hung up on me.
212
00:14:33,341 --> 00:14:36,073
Look, I know you have
a lot on your plate,
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00:14:36,175 --> 00:14:37,814
but she's getting better,
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00:14:37,917 --> 00:14:39,948
and the rest of it
is totally temporary.
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00:14:40,050 --> 00:14:42,381
The ceiling will get fixed,
I promise.
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00:14:42,483 --> 00:14:45,085
The sky is not falling.
None of this is your fault.
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00:14:45,187 --> 00:14:46,987
- I love you.
- I'm sorry. I love you too.
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00:14:47,089 --> 00:14:48,387
What's so bad about
a hotel anyway?
219
00:14:48,489 --> 00:14:50,625
And while you're there,
take advantage of the pool.
220
00:14:50,727 --> 00:14:52,322
They got a pool, right?
221
00:14:52,524 --> 00:14:54,090
You always said you wish
you had a pool,
222
00:14:54,192 --> 00:14:55,626
so now you have one.
223
00:14:55,728 --> 00:14:58,200
Why don't you go? You can
do some laps, lounge a little.
224
00:14:58,302 --> 00:15:00,368
Get a floatie. Kick back,
get a couple of margarita...
225
00:15:00,470 --> 00:15:01,498
Okay.
226
00:15:01,800 --> 00:15:04,942
Did you know that you can
train hamsters to love you?
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00:15:05,606 --> 00:15:06,576
No.
228
00:15:06,679 --> 00:15:08,843
You can train them to love you.
229
00:15:09,246 --> 00:15:12,379
Well, I would love if you would
finish your bacon.
230
00:15:12,481 --> 00:15:15,712
That way I can tell everybody
you got 100% on breakfast.
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00:15:15,814 --> 00:15:19,653
And once they love you, you can
get them to do everything
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including tricks.
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00:15:22,660 --> 00:15:24,324
Let's start with one bite.
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00:15:25,626 --> 00:15:27,730
♪ Ring, ding
Ring-a-ring-a-ling-dang ♪
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00:15:27,832 --> 00:15:29,933
♪ Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang-do ♪
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00:15:30,035 --> 00:15:32,031
♪ Ring, ling
Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang... ♪
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00:15:32,133 --> 00:15:33,933
♪ Keeps him from lovin' you ♪
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00:15:46,282 --> 00:15:49,250
Is the parking guy gonna
get mad again?
239
00:15:50,515 --> 00:15:54,118
Double-park! Double-park!
Double-park!
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00:15:54,220 --> 00:15:56,058
Okay.
241
00:15:56,160 --> 00:15:58,061
Gotta be fast. You know
what happened last time.
242
00:16:14,443 --> 00:16:17,443
You've missed the last few weeks
of family sessions.
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00:16:18,779 --> 00:16:19,709
Yeah.
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00:16:21,015 --> 00:16:22,415
I told you what happened.
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00:16:22,517 --> 00:16:25,184
Our entire ceiling fell down,
and with all that chaos,
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00:16:25,286 --> 00:16:27,354
and we're living out
of the hotel--
247
00:16:27,456 --> 00:16:29,752
So we need to schedule something
as soon as possible
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00:16:29,854 --> 00:16:33,255
to talk about her goals
and the treatment process.
249
00:16:33,357 --> 00:16:34,894
Yeah. Yeah, okay. Yeah.
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00:16:34,996 --> 00:16:37,432
Duh.
251
00:16:37,534 --> 00:16:38,431
Yeah.
252
00:16:40,033 --> 00:16:41,769
- Mm-hm.
- Mm-hm.
253
00:16:42,071 --> 00:16:44,538
Oh, you meant now?
Okay. All right.
254
00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:45,941
Um...
255
00:16:46,043 --> 00:16:49,173
Well, uh, let me look
at my schedule.
256
00:16:49,275 --> 00:16:50,781
I should probably do that...
257
00:16:50,883 --> 00:16:52,575
I know that you already
know this,
258
00:16:52,944 --> 00:16:56,953
but you can't start letting
feelings of guilt and control
259
00:16:57,055 --> 00:17:00,288
about this illness
and treatment affect you.
260
00:17:01,593 --> 00:17:02,618
It's no one's fault.
261
00:17:02,720 --> 00:17:04,689
That's right.
That's what I keep hearing.
262
00:17:04,791 --> 00:17:08,365
Also, I really need you to
start taking care of yourself.
263
00:17:08,467 --> 00:17:09,359
Right. Yes.
264
00:17:09,461 --> 00:17:11,929
No.
Put my oxygen mask on first.
265
00:17:12,031 --> 00:17:13,166
Mm-hm, mm-hm.
266
00:17:13,268 --> 00:17:14,632
I'm just gonna have
to get blunt here.
267
00:17:14,734 --> 00:17:19,269
So she needs to reach her
weight goal in the next week.
268
00:17:19,705 --> 00:17:23,010
If she does that,
then we can put tube removal
269
00:17:23,112 --> 00:17:24,912
and discharge dates
on the books
270
00:17:25,014 --> 00:17:26,642
but if she doesn't do that,
271
00:17:26,744 --> 00:17:29,316
I'm gonna have to reassess
the level of care
272
00:17:29,418 --> 00:17:31,614
because obviously something
is not working here,
273
00:17:31,716 --> 00:17:33,756
and this is what
I need to talk to you about.
274
00:17:33,858 --> 00:17:36,088
When can we sit down properly?
275
00:17:36,190 --> 00:17:38,528
Yeah, fine. Uh, September 7th.
276
00:17:38,630 --> 00:17:40,658
It's September 15th.
277
00:17:42,132 --> 00:17:45,201
September 20.
I mean, September...
278
00:17:45,867 --> 00:17:47,170
September 20.
279
00:17:49,837 --> 00:17:50,770
Hey!
280
00:17:54,212 --> 00:17:56,505
Hey! I told you not to do that,
and the next time
281
00:17:56,607 --> 00:17:58,046
I will report you
to the building.
282
00:17:58,148 --> 00:17:59,611
You have no authority
to report me.
283
00:17:59,713 --> 00:18:01,144
You won't be allowed in the lot.
I'll have you towed!
284
00:18:01,246 --> 00:18:02,719
Oh, sure! Call them!
285
00:18:02,821 --> 00:18:04,087
I'm not in there long enough
286
00:18:04,189 --> 00:18:05,651
for them to even come!
287
00:18:05,853 --> 00:18:07,357
Whatever!
288
00:18:07,459 --> 00:18:08,521
Asshole.
289
00:18:11,195 --> 00:18:12,861
The apartment is
a 30-minute walk,
290
00:18:12,963 --> 00:18:14,565
but it might as well be on Mars.
291
00:18:14,667 --> 00:18:15,899
And I just, I can't...
292
00:18:16,001 --> 00:18:18,064
Every time I go check,
it looks worse,
293
00:18:18,166 --> 00:18:20,499
and I... I have no control.
294
00:18:20,601 --> 00:18:22,231
Have you tried
discussing a compromise
295
00:18:22,333 --> 00:18:23,501
with your landlord?
296
00:18:23,803 --> 00:18:27,175
Perhaps they could section off
the room with the hole,
297
00:18:27,478 --> 00:18:30,240
then you could live freely
in the rest of the apartment.
298
00:18:30,342 --> 00:18:33,214
Live freely with asbestos
299
00:18:33,317 --> 00:18:36,753
and 100-year-old dust
and black mold spores?
300
00:18:36,856 --> 00:18:38,285
That's your advice?
301
00:18:38,387 --> 00:18:41,551
It's not advice.
It's a question to consider.
302
00:18:41,653 --> 00:18:44,826
I should really show
you this hole.
303
00:18:45,195 --> 00:18:49,595
It's an entire nightmare
on my ceiling.
304
00:18:50,868 --> 00:18:52,801
When does Charles return?
305
00:18:53,003 --> 00:18:55,668
This is week three of eight.
306
00:18:55,770 --> 00:18:59,335
I mean, you should know that.
Don't you write things down?
307
00:18:59,437 --> 00:19:00,504
It's your job to remember
308
00:19:00,606 --> 00:19:02,877
the boring details
of my fucking life.
309
00:19:03,413 --> 00:19:05,542
We do have to stop now.
We are out of time.
310
00:19:05,644 --> 00:19:07,450
I have another
patient coming, so...
311
00:19:07,553 --> 00:19:08,413
Wait, now?
312
00:19:08,515 --> 00:19:09,986
What about the
ten-minute warning?
313
00:19:10,088 --> 00:19:12,081
Yeah, I just wasn't
paying attention.
314
00:19:12,183 --> 00:19:14,519
You didn't respond to the email
that I sent you about my dream.
315
00:19:14,622 --> 00:19:18,092
I don't respond
to my client's dream emails.
316
00:19:18,194 --> 00:19:21,423
Okay. So, if you
don't bring it up,
317
00:19:21,525 --> 00:19:23,431
then what is the point?
318
00:19:25,166 --> 00:19:27,401
Okay. Uh, you got me.
319
00:19:27,503 --> 00:19:30,168
I had a dream, and I need
to talk about it today,
320
00:19:30,270 --> 00:19:31,975
and I didn't get any time
321
00:19:32,077 --> 00:19:34,241
because you didn't
give me a warning.
322
00:19:34,510 --> 00:19:38,674
We can discuss the dream
you emailed next session.
323
00:19:38,776 --> 00:19:40,643
Well, it's actually
a different dream.
324
00:19:40,745 --> 00:19:42,780
- Well, I don't really--
- About you.
325
00:19:46,385 --> 00:19:48,121
- Okay, quickly.
- Okay.
326
00:19:48,223 --> 00:19:51,093
I was in a hospital day room
327
00:19:51,195 --> 00:19:53,162
or a recreation room
or something,
328
00:19:53,265 --> 00:19:55,361
and I knew my daughter
was also in the hospital
329
00:19:55,463 --> 00:19:58,661
but... but far away,
another part,
330
00:19:58,763 --> 00:20:01,233
and it didn't look like
the hospital
331
00:20:01,335 --> 00:20:02,867
she was in last year, though,
332
00:20:02,969 --> 00:20:05,307
when everything happened.
It was different. It was weird.
333
00:20:05,409 --> 00:20:07,337
And I was waiting for Charles
to come get me,
334
00:20:07,439 --> 00:20:08,812
so we could pick her up
335
00:20:08,914 --> 00:20:11,114
but instead, you were there,
336
00:20:11,216 --> 00:20:12,716
and you wanted to sit
really close to me.
337
00:20:14,045 --> 00:20:16,186
And I was, like, inching away
from you on the bench
338
00:20:16,288 --> 00:20:18,549
and you kept inching closer.
339
00:20:18,651 --> 00:20:20,849
And I got my phone
out to text Charles
340
00:20:20,952 --> 00:20:23,026
'cause I was nervous he'd
come in and he'd see
341
00:20:23,128 --> 00:20:26,293
and then you tried
to grab the phone
342
00:20:26,395 --> 00:20:29,728
and then you started
to tickle me...
343
00:20:29,830 --> 00:20:31,428
...to try to get me to drop it,
344
00:20:31,530 --> 00:20:34,298
and I was, like...
345
00:20:34,400 --> 00:20:35,868
I was really enjoying it,
346
00:20:35,970 --> 00:20:39,172
but I was so scared that Charles
would come in and he would see.
347
00:20:41,911 --> 00:20:43,346
All right.
348
00:20:46,915 --> 00:20:48,146
Okay?
349
00:20:48,415 --> 00:20:50,414
All right. You got to tell me.
350
00:20:50,516 --> 00:20:52,322
We'll talk about it next time.
351
00:20:52,955 --> 00:20:54,189
Okay?
352
00:20:54,291 --> 00:20:57,020
We won't
talk about it next time.
353
00:20:57,322 --> 00:20:59,023
You know that.
354
00:20:59,726 --> 00:21:02,794
There's no thread.
There's no thread at all.
355
00:21:19,282 --> 00:21:21,315
Yes?
What now?
356
00:21:21,417 --> 00:21:23,348
Hi, yes. So sorry.
357
00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:25,280
Have to leave. Stop work.
358
00:21:25,382 --> 00:21:26,685
Uh, what?
359
00:21:27,054 --> 00:21:30,287
Mother died. I have to leave.
Work is going to take longer.
360
00:21:30,389 --> 00:21:32,589
Uh, okay, uh, just--
361
00:21:32,691 --> 00:21:34,023
I'll be one second.
362
00:21:37,864 --> 00:21:40,136
Okay, what is the issue then?
Can you tell me?
363
00:21:40,238 --> 00:21:41,235
This has been going on
for so long.
364
00:21:41,337 --> 00:21:42,265
Do I need to get
a new contractor?
365
00:21:42,367 --> 00:21:43,902
It spread.
366
00:21:44,004 --> 00:21:46,004
Uh, it's full. It's very full,
you understand? Very full.
367
00:21:46,107 --> 00:21:47,275
It spread?
368
00:21:47,377 --> 00:21:48,942
Not easy to explain.
Not my language.
369
00:21:49,044 --> 00:21:51,973
¡Yo hablo español! Explícame
en tu idioma, ¡lo entenderé!
370
00:21:52,076 --> 00:21:54,514
Sorry, but I don't
understand those words.
371
00:21:54,617 --> 00:21:56,252
How long will you be grieving
for your mother?
372
00:21:56,354 --> 00:21:58,684
I don't say. I don't know.
I can't say.
373
00:21:58,786 --> 00:22:00,985
Look, I need a date, okay?
It needs to be fixed.
374
00:22:01,087 --> 00:22:03,585
Just give me a date. My husband
and I will be returning to--
375
00:22:03,687 --> 00:22:06,125
I'll be back, one week.
376
00:22:06,728 --> 00:22:08,495
Okay, well, fine.
I'm going to be going there
377
00:22:08,597 --> 00:22:09,958
and checking on
what you have done so far,
378
00:22:10,060 --> 00:22:11,702
and I'm going to be
taking pictures, and I--
379
00:22:17,339 --> 00:22:19,772
Vete a la mierda, el cabrón.
380
00:22:33,221 --> 00:22:34,754
I can see you now.
381
00:22:53,678 --> 00:22:56,479
I'm really happy to hold this
silent space for you but...
382
00:22:57,578 --> 00:22:58,840
...as usual, I am curious as to
383
00:22:58,942 --> 00:23:00,714
what you might be
thinking about.
384
00:23:04,019 --> 00:23:05,081
Riley.
385
00:23:06,454 --> 00:23:08,557
That's all I can think about.
386
00:23:11,997 --> 00:23:13,595
Tell me what's going on.
387
00:23:14,129 --> 00:23:15,228
Well, I...
388
00:23:15,330 --> 00:23:17,729
I keep telling you, it's--
389
00:23:17,832 --> 00:23:20,134
It's like I keep saying
to his doctor, he--
390
00:23:20,236 --> 00:23:22,298
He doesn't smile. He--
391
00:23:22,667 --> 00:23:23,967
He looks at me weirdly,
392
00:23:24,069 --> 00:23:28,003
and he's just very
uncomfortable all of the time,
393
00:23:28,105 --> 00:23:30,777
and... and no one will do
anything about it.
394
00:23:33,381 --> 00:23:34,548
You know what I would love
395
00:23:34,650 --> 00:23:36,452
and what I think would be
extremely helpful
396
00:23:36,554 --> 00:23:39,053
is if you could come
to a session without Riley.
397
00:23:39,255 --> 00:23:40,455
I think it would be...
398
00:23:40,558 --> 00:23:42,054
- I know you think you can't--
- No, I can't.
399
00:23:42,156 --> 00:23:44,756
But I think if you got a sitter
who you trusted, who you could--
400
00:23:44,858 --> 00:23:48,325
Did you hear about that nanny
in New York?
401
00:23:48,694 --> 00:23:50,098
The mom came home from work,
402
00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:51,499
and the nanny had stabbed
403
00:23:51,601 --> 00:23:54,163
both of her kids to death
in the bathtub.
404
00:23:55,305 --> 00:23:58,473
That is real. That happened.
405
00:23:58,742 --> 00:24:03,310
A situation like that is
very, very, very unusual, okay?
406
00:24:03,412 --> 00:24:04,843
Most people have caregivers
407
00:24:04,945 --> 00:24:06,912
- who can trust that...
- I can't.
408
00:24:07,911 --> 00:24:09,814
Well, I... I believe you can.
409
00:24:09,917 --> 00:24:11,848
I just think you don't want to
or you're afraid
410
00:24:11,950 --> 00:24:13,484
so let's stick
to some practical--
411
00:24:13,586 --> 00:24:15,217
I need to protect him.
412
00:24:16,556 --> 00:24:18,723
From something specific?
413
00:24:18,825 --> 00:24:21,831
Because something
very bad is happening.
414
00:24:25,230 --> 00:24:27,999
I'm so... Can I just--
One second. I just have to...
415
00:24:28,101 --> 00:24:31,772
This could be about my daughter.
I'm... I'm so sorry.
416
00:24:37,915 --> 00:24:38,977
Um...
417
00:24:40,211 --> 00:24:43,818
Yeah. Look, look, I--
I'm not Riley's doctor
418
00:24:43,920 --> 00:24:47,257
so I can't speak to what may
or may not be going on with him.
419
00:24:47,359 --> 00:24:50,020
We can only talk
about your feelings
420
00:24:50,122 --> 00:24:52,857
about what you perceive
is going on with Riley,
421
00:24:52,960 --> 00:24:55,031
which is why I do believe
medication can be--
422
00:24:55,133 --> 00:24:56,965
I'm not perceiving it.
423
00:24:57,067 --> 00:24:58,966
It is happening.
424
00:24:59,335 --> 00:25:02,066
And I feel awful about it.
425
00:25:03,601 --> 00:25:05,470
Okay, listen.
426
00:25:06,039 --> 00:25:08,505
When you're having
these feelings of deep panic
427
00:25:08,607 --> 00:25:10,346
at home with Riley,
428
00:25:10,749 --> 00:25:14,144
just put him in his crib or
carrier or somewhere safe...
429
00:25:15,284 --> 00:25:17,449
...and draw a bath.
430
00:25:18,085 --> 00:25:21,624
Just breathe until your
heart isn't racing anymore,
431
00:25:22,292 --> 00:25:24,358
come out and get dressed,
432
00:25:24,460 --> 00:25:26,563
start the day over again...
433
00:25:27,661 --> 00:25:29,764
...put on some real clothes.
434
00:25:31,767 --> 00:25:33,799
These feelings that
you're experiencing
435
00:25:33,902 --> 00:25:37,574
they are...
they're very, very, very scary.
436
00:25:40,309 --> 00:25:42,609
Okay? And very dark.
437
00:25:42,711 --> 00:25:44,911
And that's why
you need to keep moving.
438
00:25:45,711 --> 00:25:47,676
You need to keep going.
439
00:25:47,778 --> 00:25:49,511
You need to be busy.
440
00:25:49,947 --> 00:25:52,822
You can't sit inside the fear
441
00:25:52,924 --> 00:25:54,385
and doubt
442
00:25:54,487 --> 00:25:56,120
and scariness.
443
00:26:03,361 --> 00:26:06,536
Breathwork is a deep healing
in the nervous system,
444
00:26:06,638 --> 00:26:10,273
where we hold trauma
and trapped emotions.
445
00:26:10,509 --> 00:26:13,506
We can't talk our way
out of trauma.
446
00:26:13,608 --> 00:26:15,411
The body needs to process
447
00:26:15,513 --> 00:26:18,173
unprocessed emotions
within the body.
448
00:26:18,276 --> 00:26:20,814
And this is why breathwork
is so powerful.
449
00:26:20,916 --> 00:26:23,385
If you're looking for deeper
ways of healing
450
00:26:23,654 --> 00:26:25,847
and you're searching
for alternatives,
451
00:26:25,949 --> 00:26:27,416
don't wait any longer.
452
00:26:27,518 --> 00:26:30,887
Let's connect and schedule
your first breathwork session.
453
00:26:31,523 --> 00:26:34,027
Directly before the
judge read Ortega her sentence,
454
00:26:34,129 --> 00:26:36,495
she begged for forgiveness
for her unspeakable crime.
455
00:26:36,597 --> 00:26:37,831
She stated she was sorry
456
00:26:37,933 --> 00:26:39,965
for what the judge had called,
"Pure evil."
457
00:26:40,167 --> 00:26:42,404
She then spoke about how
untreated mental illness...
458
00:26:42,506 --> 00:26:43,670
Fuck.
459
00:26:43,772 --> 00:26:44,836
- The judge was not convinced.
- Shit.
460
00:26:44,938 --> 00:26:46,235
She will be serving life
in prison
461
00:26:46,337 --> 00:26:48,241
with no possibility of parole,
saying that--
462
00:26:55,853 --> 00:26:58,814
You would not believe
what I have been through today.
463
00:26:59,150 --> 00:27:02,020
Okay, so, I don't
know if you recall
464
00:27:02,122 --> 00:27:04,953
but there was this pair of
absolutely davoon-ianca,
465
00:27:05,055 --> 00:27:06,361
davoon, gorge leather gloves
466
00:27:06,463 --> 00:27:07,857
that I saw on The RealReal.
467
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:10,526
I wake up this morning, banned.
468
00:27:10,895 --> 00:27:13,634
Banned. Yeah. I know.
469
00:27:13,736 --> 00:27:14,698
Hey, my love!
470
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:16,000
So you been keeping up
471
00:27:16,103 --> 00:27:17,572
and eating,
and doing all the right things?
472
00:27:17,674 --> 00:27:19,342
Yeah, I ate
some cheese today!
473
00:27:19,444 --> 00:27:20,575
- Mmm.
- Cheese!
474
00:27:20,677 --> 00:27:21,641
That's fantastic.
I love cheese!
475
00:27:21,743 --> 00:27:23,042
- Daddy, can I get a hamster?
- No.
476
00:27:23,144 --> 00:27:24,514
I already told you,
you're not getting a hamster.
477
00:27:24,616 --> 00:27:25,812
No, no. You know what,
let's see, okay?
478
00:27:25,915 --> 00:27:27,144
Maybe when we get
back to the apartment...
479
00:27:27,246 --> 00:27:28,549
No, no, no, no, no.
She's not getting a hamster.
480
00:27:28,651 --> 00:27:29,582
Daddy,
when are you coming home?
481
00:27:29,684 --> 00:27:30,917
She's not getting a hamster.
482
00:27:31,019 --> 00:27:33,016
What, where are you?
I can hear something weird.
483
00:27:33,118 --> 00:27:35,924
Oh. Yeah, that.
I'm catching a game.
484
00:27:36,293 --> 00:27:37,425
- A game?
- Yeah.
485
00:27:37,527 --> 00:27:38,924
Yeah, we got here this morning,
486
00:27:39,026 --> 00:27:40,456
and there's a
minor league team here
487
00:27:40,558 --> 00:27:43,227
on the island where we go.
It's a little loud, so...
488
00:27:43,329 --> 00:27:45,094
Oh, it must be nice, huh,
doing things for yourself.
489
00:27:45,196 --> 00:27:46,829
- What's that like?
- Hey, hey, hey.
490
00:27:46,931 --> 00:27:48,099
You wanna switch places?
491
00:27:48,201 --> 00:27:49,472
You don't know
what I'm dealing with here.
492
00:27:49,574 --> 00:27:50,738
All right,
I'll go sit on my ass...
493
00:27:50,840 --> 00:27:52,403
- Daddy!
- ...all day in therapy...
494
00:27:52,705 --> 00:27:54,172
I'm sorry. Ha-ha.
495
00:27:54,274 --> 00:27:56,972
I mean, "sit on my butt"
listening to people whine,
496
00:27:57,075 --> 00:27:58,974
and you can captain this fu--
497
00:27:59,077 --> 00:28:01,817
Uh... this stupid boat, okay?
498
00:28:01,919 --> 00:28:04,015
Listen, I'm allowed
to do things on my time off.
499
00:28:04,117 --> 00:28:07,316
- Jesus Christ!
- Time off? Oh, okay, um...
500
00:28:07,418 --> 00:28:09,551
Daddy has to go now,
and, uh, we have to drive,
501
00:28:09,653 --> 00:28:11,186
- so say goodbye to Daddy, okay?
- No. I don't have to go!
502
00:28:11,288 --> 00:28:13,026
- Look, they're in the middle...
- Jesus.
503
00:28:14,728 --> 00:28:17,062
I told you, it's a rodent,
504
00:28:17,164 --> 00:28:18,763
and just something
to look after for no reason.
505
00:28:18,866 --> 00:28:21,671
Please, please don't ask again,
506
00:28:21,773 --> 00:28:23,602
and don't ask Daddy things
I already say no to.
507
00:28:23,704 --> 00:28:26,303
But Mommy, it's not fair!
508
00:29:02,340 --> 00:29:04,875
Dr. Spring said this
is a big week.
509
00:29:05,177 --> 00:29:07,680
- Did she tell you that?
- Yeah.
510
00:29:07,782 --> 00:29:09,212
I think you can do it.
511
00:29:09,314 --> 00:29:11,818
But I'm already doing
it my best.
512
00:29:12,121 --> 00:29:14,491
I know, but you have
to do a little better
513
00:29:14,593 --> 00:29:16,084
then we can
get rid of this thing,
514
00:29:16,186 --> 00:29:17,959
and everything will be okay.
515
00:29:19,595 --> 00:29:20,896
I'll be better.
516
00:29:22,893 --> 00:29:24,361
Okay. Well...
517
00:29:26,800 --> 00:29:28,138
...it's not up to me.
518
00:29:28,240 --> 00:29:29,905
It's up to you.
519
00:29:37,010 --> 00:29:39,347
What book can I read
you tonight?
520
00:29:39,749 --> 00:29:42,580
I'm too tired.
Just a song.
521
00:29:42,882 --> 00:29:44,282
Okay, what song?
522
00:29:45,523 --> 00:29:48,022
- The dead whale one.
- Okay.
523
00:29:54,898 --> 00:29:57,896
♪ Sit beside
The breakfast table ♪
524
00:29:57,998 --> 00:30:00,263
♪ Think about your troubles ♪
525
00:30:00,366 --> 00:30:03,131
♪ Pour yourselves
A cup of tea ♪
526
00:30:03,234 --> 00:30:05,573
♪ Think about the bubbles ♪
527
00:30:05,676 --> 00:30:08,103
♪ You can take your teardrops ♪
528
00:30:08,206 --> 00:30:10,305
♪ And drop 'em in a teacup ♪
529
00:30:10,407 --> 00:30:13,583
♪ Take 'em down
To the riverside ♪
530
00:30:13,685 --> 00:30:15,715
♪ And throw them
Over the side ♪
531
00:30:15,818 --> 00:30:18,487
♪ To be swept up by a current ♪
532
00:30:18,590 --> 00:30:21,086
♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪
533
00:30:21,188 --> 00:30:23,659
♪ To be swallowed by
Some fishes ♪
534
00:30:23,761 --> 00:30:26,154
♪ Who were eaten by
Some fishes ♪
535
00:30:26,257 --> 00:30:28,463
♪ And swallowed by a whale ♪
536
00:30:28,565 --> 00:30:30,960
♪ Who grew so old ♪
537
00:30:31,062 --> 00:30:34,935
♪ He decomposed ♪
538
00:30:35,037 --> 00:30:36,903
I don't mean to say
we're all robots,
539
00:30:37,005 --> 00:30:38,674
but I wonder
if you had been raised
540
00:30:38,776 --> 00:30:40,709
the way your mother
had been raised.
541
00:30:40,945 --> 00:30:42,443
I mean, she had a father
who just took off,
542
00:30:42,545 --> 00:30:43,779
didn't come home.
543
00:30:43,882 --> 00:30:45,376
Then another man
entered her mother's life,
544
00:30:45,478 --> 00:30:48,013
and she became attached to him,
and he bailed out.
545
00:30:48,115 --> 00:30:49,312
I know what you're saying.
546
00:30:49,415 --> 00:30:52,150
I did have that same one.
Very similar.
547
00:30:52,253 --> 00:30:54,188
But...
Okay, well, my question is
548
00:30:54,290 --> 00:30:56,923
if you had been raised
as your mother had been raised
549
00:30:57,025 --> 00:30:58,153
do you think
you probably would've
550
00:30:58,256 --> 00:30:59,755
knocked your kids around too?
551
00:31:00,458 --> 00:31:01,461
See how many
you catch in your mouth.
552
00:31:01,563 --> 00:31:02,223
Okay.
553
00:31:02,325 --> 00:31:04,500
Okay, open.
554
00:31:04,602 --> 00:31:05,701
Wait. Shh.
555
00:31:05,803 --> 00:31:07,002
Fuck.
This fucking drunk bitch...
556
00:31:10,636 --> 00:31:14,377
Put this on my room, please.
It's definitely before 2:00.
557
00:31:15,912 --> 00:31:17,914
I'm gonna need to see
your ID, ma'am.
558
00:31:19,784 --> 00:31:22,078
You've never asked
me that before.
559
00:31:22,347 --> 00:31:23,981
Ma'am, I'm gonna need
to see your ID.
560
00:31:24,084 --> 00:31:26,247
You really want me to go
561
00:31:26,350 --> 00:31:28,055
all the way back up to my room,
562
00:31:28,157 --> 00:31:31,027
get my ID, and come
all the way back down here?
563
00:31:31,129 --> 00:31:33,925
It's the rule. Aren't you only
on the second floor anyway?
564
00:31:34,027 --> 00:31:35,798
When is this the fucking rule?
565
00:31:35,900 --> 00:31:37,292
I have been in here
every single night...
566
00:31:37,394 --> 00:31:38,632
Maybe I cracked open
the rulebook
567
00:31:38,734 --> 00:31:40,068
and found some shit out.
568
00:31:40,170 --> 00:31:41,933
Well, maybe you should
find my ID that's behind...
569
00:31:42,035 --> 00:31:43,101
Ladies, ladies, ladies...
570
00:31:43,203 --> 00:31:44,672
- It's the rule, ma'am!
- Ladies!
571
00:31:44,774 --> 00:31:46,841
- Ladies!
- I'm not going back!
572
00:31:46,943 --> 00:31:48,538
Ladies, whoa, whoa!
573
00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:51,644
- Ladies, calm it down, bro.
- I'm fuckin' chill.
574
00:31:51,746 --> 00:31:52,714
It's not that deep.
575
00:31:52,816 --> 00:31:53,647
She fucking barking at me.
576
00:31:53,749 --> 00:31:55,145
Just use my ID for it.
577
00:31:55,247 --> 00:31:57,016
- I can't do that.
- Why not?
578
00:31:57,118 --> 00:31:59,151
I can't use your ID
for her wine.
579
00:31:59,386 --> 00:32:02,651
Well then it's my wine,
she's just paying for it.
580
00:32:04,891 --> 00:32:06,325
She fucking took it.
581
00:32:15,471 --> 00:32:16,739
Hey!
582
00:32:19,772 --> 00:32:21,043
What?
583
00:32:23,681 --> 00:32:25,542
The name's Jamie, by the way.
584
00:32:26,417 --> 00:32:27,447
Got a light?
585
00:32:27,883 --> 00:32:29,579
I'm not interested.
586
00:32:30,348 --> 00:32:33,022
- In what?
- I need to be alone.
587
00:32:34,623 --> 00:32:36,190
Rude as hell.
588
00:32:38,029 --> 00:32:40,359
A motherfucking thank you
would've been nice, miss.
589
00:33:18,966 --> 00:33:20,330
I'm, uh, at the hotel.
590
00:33:20,432 --> 00:33:22,336
I'm outside just getting
some fresh air.
591
00:33:22,438 --> 00:33:24,972
I don't like it when
you leave her there by herself,
592
00:33:25,074 --> 00:33:26,701
even for a second.
It isn't safe.
593
00:33:26,803 --> 00:33:29,340
I'm just outside for a minute
getting some air.
594
00:33:29,442 --> 00:33:32,246
The windows don't
open in there.
595
00:33:32,348 --> 00:33:34,848
To stop everyone from killing
themselves, obviously.
596
00:33:34,950 --> 00:33:36,381
All right. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
597
00:33:36,483 --> 00:33:37,652
but what if she wakes up
and she's scared or--
598
00:33:37,754 --> 00:33:39,086
Well, she never wakes up,
599
00:33:39,188 --> 00:33:40,820
and anyway,
I have someone at the hotel now.
600
00:33:40,922 --> 00:33:42,221
- A babysitter.
- Really?
601
00:33:42,324 --> 00:33:44,493
Where'd you find a babysitter?
Who is it?
602
00:33:44,595 --> 00:33:45,653
His name's James.
603
00:33:45,756 --> 00:33:49,061
His name is James?
He's a male babysitter?
604
00:33:49,430 --> 00:33:52,234
Did you call just to call
me a bad mother, or what?
605
00:33:52,336 --> 00:33:54,362
You have no idea what it's like
not to be able to go outside
606
00:33:54,465 --> 00:33:56,037
even for a minute, by yourself.
607
00:33:56,139 --> 00:33:57,839
You can go outside
whenever you want to.
608
00:33:57,941 --> 00:33:59,875
You can go
wherever you want to.
609
00:33:59,977 --> 00:34:01,270
The machine
doesn't fucking stop...
610
00:34:01,372 --> 00:34:02,637
and there's nothing to do in--
611
00:34:02,740 --> 00:34:04,213
Hey, I am over here
working my ass off!
612
00:34:04,315 --> 00:34:06,479
Oh, my God! Who is the one who
went to a baseball game today
613
00:34:06,581 --> 00:34:09,113
and who is the one who filled
her bag with gloop 500 times,
614
00:34:09,215 --> 00:34:10,711
saw patients, picked her up,
615
00:34:10,814 --> 00:34:12,920
had to do dinner where
she only got 20 percent,
616
00:34:13,022 --> 00:34:14,086
and then had to
try to convince--
617
00:34:14,188 --> 00:34:15,623
Can we please
not do this?
618
00:34:15,725 --> 00:34:16,751
Look, I gotta go.
619
00:34:16,853 --> 00:34:18,887
The reception's really bad here.
Everything's fine.
620
00:34:18,989 --> 00:34:20,959
No, no, no. Wait, wait, wait.
Did you go to the apart--
621
00:34:38,944 --> 00:34:40,979
Yes. Yes.
622
00:34:41,081 --> 00:34:42,811
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
623
00:35:08,540 --> 00:35:10,844
Here are pics of hole.
624
00:35:10,946 --> 00:35:12,046
Forgot to send today.
625
00:35:12,148 --> 00:35:13,842
I went during lunch.
626
00:36:08,235 --> 00:36:11,636
What is movie...
627
00:36:13,640 --> 00:36:19,240
...babies, zombies,
'80s, mothers eating babies?
628
00:36:19,909 --> 00:36:21,376
Here's what I found.
629
00:36:21,478 --> 00:36:22,885
A court has reopened...
630
00:36:24,620 --> 00:36:27,488
...nine-week-old baby really
was taken and killed by a dingo
631
00:36:27,590 --> 00:36:31,192
24 years after Meryl Streep
portrayed the Australian mother
632
00:36:31,294 --> 00:36:33,655
wrongly jailed
for killing her child.
633
00:36:33,757 --> 00:36:35,693
Chamberlain has
always insisted...
634
00:37:06,091 --> 00:37:07,263
What?
635
00:37:39,225 --> 00:37:40,791
Mom?
636
00:37:57,749 --> 00:37:58,710
Hello?
637
00:38:52,896 --> 00:38:55,534
Wake up, Mom. Wake up. Okay.
638
00:38:57,668 --> 00:38:59,936
Mom. Mom. You hear us?
639
00:39:02,479 --> 00:39:04,813
Come on, Mom. Snap out of it.
640
00:39:09,884 --> 00:39:12,317
♪ If you wanna know this
If you wanna know that ♪
641
00:39:12,419 --> 00:39:14,817
♪ Come to my sugar shack ♪
642
00:39:14,919 --> 00:39:16,887
Hey. Hey, you know
what would be super fun
643
00:39:16,989 --> 00:39:19,521
and like a really, really
big kid type of thing to do?
644
00:39:19,623 --> 00:39:20,756
I can't hear you.
645
00:39:20,858 --> 00:39:22,428
I said, you know
what would be super fun
646
00:39:22,530 --> 00:39:25,228
and a big kid
type of thing to do?
647
00:39:25,330 --> 00:39:26,399
What?
648
00:39:26,501 --> 00:39:27,665
If I drop you
in front of the door
649
00:39:27,768 --> 00:39:29,171
and you just go in by yourself.
Oh, my God.
650
00:39:29,273 --> 00:39:31,404
- That would be so cool of you.
- No.
651
00:39:31,506 --> 00:39:33,839
- Why not?
- All the moms walk you in.
652
00:39:33,941 --> 00:39:36,874
You're a mom. You have to walk
me in. You have to sign me in.
653
00:39:38,243 --> 00:39:40,346
Eva! Eva!
654
00:39:40,782 --> 00:39:43,351
Can you walk her in today?
Please, please, please?
655
00:39:43,454 --> 00:39:44,915
I cannot deal with the parking.
656
00:39:46,221 --> 00:39:47,418
Of course. No problem.
657
00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:48,719
- No problem.
- Thank you.
658
00:39:48,822 --> 00:39:50,357
Okay. Exciting news.
Guess what? Guess what?
659
00:39:50,459 --> 00:39:53,629
Eva will walk you in!
Go, go, go.
660
00:39:53,964 --> 00:39:55,064
Let's go!
661
00:39:55,166 --> 00:39:56,297
- Mommy, Addie scares me.
- Come on.
662
00:39:56,399 --> 00:39:59,434
She only eats Nutella.
I need you!
663
00:39:59,536 --> 00:40:02,070
- To be with you!
- Honey, please. For Mama, okay?
664
00:40:02,173 --> 00:40:04,372
- Please? Please?
- You are my mom.
665
00:40:04,475 --> 00:40:05,973
We'll go look at hamsters
today if you do it.
666
00:40:06,075 --> 00:40:07,209
"Look" at them?
667
00:40:07,311 --> 00:40:08,173
I'll get you one, okay?
Just go. Go!
668
00:40:09,511 --> 00:40:10,639
Okay, see? I love you!
I love you, okay?
669
00:40:10,742 --> 00:40:12,309
Everything's gonna be...
Shit.
670
00:40:12,411 --> 00:40:13,577
- Hi.
- Hi.
671
00:40:13,679 --> 00:40:15,481
Shit! Shit! Shit!
672
00:40:15,583 --> 00:40:18,382
I'm the worst.
I'm the fucking worst!
673
00:40:19,018 --> 00:40:21,986
And then you told me
that if you touch a baby bird,
674
00:40:22,088 --> 00:40:25,527
the mama bird will not come back
if they know you touched them.
675
00:40:26,924 --> 00:40:29,459
Hm. That must have been
some dream.
676
00:40:29,561 --> 00:40:31,027
- Do you--
- I'm not done.
677
00:40:32,364 --> 00:40:33,634
You kissed me.
678
00:40:37,470 --> 00:40:39,473
I said, you kissed me.
679
00:40:39,642 --> 00:40:43,210
Yes. I heard you.
In your dream, I kissed you.
680
00:40:43,512 --> 00:40:46,174
Yeah, and then the
next day, I felt...
681
00:40:48,381 --> 00:40:49,746
...crushing guilt.
682
00:40:49,848 --> 00:40:51,580
And I knew somehow
that your husband
683
00:40:51,682 --> 00:40:53,049
had called me an asshole.
684
00:40:56,087 --> 00:40:58,587
You know, Stephen,
we can talk about these feelings
685
00:40:58,689 --> 00:40:59,957
apart from your dreams.
686
00:41:03,229 --> 00:41:04,192
But...
687
00:41:10,037 --> 00:41:13,135
I can't help it if in my dreams
you always want to kiss me.
688
00:41:19,050 --> 00:41:20,276
What's the difference
689
00:41:20,378 --> 00:41:24,448
between going outside on hotel
property when she's sleeping...
690
00:41:24,683 --> 00:41:26,550
...and going all the way home?
691
00:41:26,819 --> 00:41:29,387
In one, I guess
I'm just a regular mom
692
00:41:29,489 --> 00:41:30,654
making a shitty choice,
693
00:41:30,756 --> 00:41:33,292
and in the other,
I'm a... I'm a...
694
00:41:33,394 --> 00:41:35,525
a straight up shitty mom.
695
00:41:35,627 --> 00:41:37,765
Well, it's not my role
696
00:41:37,867 --> 00:41:40,467
to decide whether you should
or whether you should not...
697
00:41:40,569 --> 00:41:42,234
- That's not--
- No, no, no. I shouldn't.
698
00:41:42,336 --> 00:41:43,734
I know I shouldn't.
699
00:41:43,836 --> 00:41:45,836
I shouldn't even leave
her for a second.
700
00:41:45,939 --> 00:41:49,737
I mean, it is your job to say.
701
00:41:49,839 --> 00:41:52,146
Just tell me not to do it.
702
00:41:52,248 --> 00:41:53,911
Just tell me what to do.
703
00:41:54,013 --> 00:41:57,513
I don't think you want me
to tell you what to do.
704
00:41:57,615 --> 00:41:58,714
You know what to do.
705
00:41:58,817 --> 00:42:00,256
No one will tell me what to do.
706
00:42:00,358 --> 00:42:01,587
I'm supposed to know
how to fix this.
707
00:42:01,689 --> 00:42:03,458
I'm supposed to know
how to fix her.
708
00:42:03,560 --> 00:42:06,728
What is it you think
it's your job to fix?
709
00:42:06,830 --> 00:42:09,826
She has to weigh 50 pounds
by next week, Dr. Spring said.
710
00:42:09,928 --> 00:42:12,027
That's a gain of 2.5
pounds, right?
711
00:42:12,129 --> 00:42:14,230
Each day's supposed to be
2,500 calories in
712
00:42:14,332 --> 00:42:17,068
compensating for her resting
rate at 1,800 calories burned.
713
00:42:17,170 --> 00:42:19,972
That's gotta be at least 80%
of each meal for seven days
714
00:42:20,074 --> 00:42:22,637
plus the tube, and that's
if she just lays still all day.
715
00:42:22,739 --> 00:42:23,973
And if it doesn't,
716
00:42:24,075 --> 00:42:25,941
then something about
not getting the tube out
717
00:42:26,043 --> 00:42:27,710
and reassessing
the level of care.
718
00:42:27,812 --> 00:42:29,385
- What do I do?
- Tonight...
719
00:42:29,487 --> 00:42:32,553
I would like you
to get a good night sleep.
720
00:42:32,655 --> 00:42:34,482
So would I,
but I'm asking you a thing.
721
00:42:34,584 --> 00:42:37,922
An actual thing, a problem to
fix, and I need help with this.
722
00:42:38,024 --> 00:42:39,859
Am I supposed to just sit
around and watch her fail
723
00:42:39,961 --> 00:42:42,364
and this is just gonna
go on forever? What do I do?
724
00:42:42,466 --> 00:42:44,529
Okay. That means
there's no drinking.
725
00:42:44,632 --> 00:42:46,633
There's no drugs. There's no...
726
00:42:46,735 --> 00:42:50,606
Are you listening to me?!
Can you hear me?!
727
00:42:52,202 --> 00:42:54,775
I'm asking you what
I'm supposed to do!
728
00:43:03,187 --> 00:43:04,646
Why don't you like me?
729
00:43:07,620 --> 00:43:09,084
Why don't I like you?
730
00:43:09,187 --> 00:43:12,188
I know you won't answer me.
Just forget it.
731
00:43:13,560 --> 00:43:15,796
That is incredibly unfair.
732
00:43:17,832 --> 00:43:21,032
Why is this so important to you
right now?
733
00:43:27,171 --> 00:43:30,210
I just want someone
to tell me what to do.
734
00:43:30,312 --> 00:43:31,911
No one will tell me.
735
00:43:35,786 --> 00:43:38,082
I love him,
I love him, I love him.
736
00:43:38,782 --> 00:43:40,183
When we get home,
737
00:43:40,285 --> 00:43:42,186
he can live a happy life there.
738
00:43:42,288 --> 00:43:45,291
And we're gonna have
him forever, and ever, and ever,
739
00:43:45,393 --> 00:43:47,262
and ever, and ever.
740
00:43:47,831 --> 00:43:50,999
I love him. I'm gonna kiss him,
and I'm gonna hug him.
741
00:43:51,702 --> 00:43:54,531
Oh, my God. Maybe
his name should be S'mores.
742
00:43:54,633 --> 00:43:55,930
That's really nice.
743
00:43:56,032 --> 00:43:58,232
I said, don't open the box.
744
00:43:58,335 --> 00:44:00,805
I just wanna see him.
He's been scratching.
745
00:44:00,907 --> 00:44:03,144
He doesn't like being
in the box.
746
00:44:03,379 --> 00:44:04,438
He's trying to get out.
747
00:44:04,540 --> 00:44:07,844
Can you hold it closed, please?
And keep it closed.
748
00:44:08,147 --> 00:44:10,986
He's scratching me!
He's supposed to love me.
749
00:44:11,088 --> 00:44:11,945
Close the box.
750
00:44:12,047 --> 00:44:13,584
I can't.
751
00:44:13,686 --> 00:44:15,116
Mommy, he's getting out.
752
00:44:15,218 --> 00:44:17,389
Just hand it to me.
Hand it to me.
753
00:44:17,491 --> 00:44:18,725
He's gonna jump out.
754
00:44:18,827 --> 00:44:20,121
- He hates us.
- Give it to me. I can't see.
755
00:44:20,223 --> 00:44:22,057
Give it to me.
756
00:44:22,159 --> 00:44:23,294
I think we got
the wrong hamster.
757
00:44:23,396 --> 00:44:24,095
Shit.
758
00:44:25,061 --> 00:44:27,028
Ow! Shit.
759
00:44:27,297 --> 00:44:29,303
- We're gonna die.
- No, we're not gonna die,
760
00:44:29,405 --> 00:44:30,499
but I have to pull over.
761
00:44:30,601 --> 00:44:32,067
Ow! Shit!
762
00:44:32,169 --> 00:44:33,267
- Maybe this isn't S'mores.
- Oh, my God.
763
00:44:33,369 --> 00:44:35,442
- It's out. It's out! Shit. Shit.
- Oh, my...
764
00:44:35,544 --> 00:44:38,412
Mommy. Oh, my God. It's out.
765
00:44:38,714 --> 00:44:39,944
Why aren't you
putting that back in?
766
00:44:40,046 --> 00:44:41,243
Just put it back in.
767
00:44:41,345 --> 00:44:44,285
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
Oh, my God. Oh, my God!
768
00:44:44,387 --> 00:44:46,649
Please! Put him back in!
769
00:44:47,184 --> 00:44:49,017
I don't want it.
I don't want him anymore.
770
00:44:49,119 --> 00:44:50,491
He's bad.
771
00:44:53,457 --> 00:44:55,690
Okay. Okay, hey, hey, hey.
772
00:44:55,792 --> 00:44:57,061
You're fine.
773
00:44:57,163 --> 00:44:59,895
You're fine, and I'm fine, okay?
Nobody is hurt.
774
00:44:59,998 --> 00:45:02,230
Let's...
775
00:45:02,332 --> 00:45:03,572
Take it with you!
Take it with you!
776
00:45:03,674 --> 00:45:04,806
- I'll be right back.
- It's gonna hurt me!
777
00:45:05,638 --> 00:45:08,072
I hate my hamster!
778
00:45:08,174 --> 00:45:10,610
- Hey, man. What are you doing?
- Hey, hey, hey.
779
00:45:10,712 --> 00:45:12,514
Oh. You're lucky
there's no damage.
780
00:45:12,616 --> 00:45:13,981
We don't have to
exchange information.
781
00:45:14,083 --> 00:45:16,044
What? My kid is in that car.
Do you hear her crying, huh?
782
00:45:16,146 --> 00:45:17,715
You scared her to death,
you dick.
783
00:45:17,950 --> 00:45:20,889
Hey, Mom.
It was barely just a tap.
784
00:45:20,991 --> 00:45:23,153
Don't fucking call me Mommy.
She thought we were gonna die.
785
00:45:23,255 --> 00:45:25,860
Don't fuck with me
about my child's safety. Huh?
786
00:45:25,962 --> 00:45:27,790
- Give me all your information.
- What the fuck is that?
787
00:45:27,892 --> 00:45:29,963
- What?!
- That! That!
788
00:45:32,169 --> 00:45:33,428
Mommy!
789
00:45:35,438 --> 00:45:36,335
Oh.
790
00:45:39,807 --> 00:45:43,839
Mommy, what happened?!
Mommy!
791
00:45:44,509 --> 00:45:47,475
I love you.
I miss you. Come back here.
792
00:45:48,984 --> 00:45:51,952
Everything is under control.
793
00:45:59,427 --> 00:46:00,758
Stop.
794
00:46:00,860 --> 00:46:03,530
Do you know that I love you
795
00:46:03,632 --> 00:46:06,260
and I think you're the best
796
00:46:06,362 --> 00:46:10,035
and so proud of you
for everything,
797
00:46:10,137 --> 00:46:14,838
and you can do it,
and you're almost all better.
798
00:46:14,941 --> 00:46:16,876
- You're so good.
- Mommy, stop.
799
00:46:16,979 --> 00:46:20,674
What? I can't stop.
I just love you too much.
800
00:46:21,076 --> 00:46:23,544
You smell like wine.
801
00:46:39,702 --> 00:46:41,430
Hello?
802
00:46:42,539 --> 00:46:44,967
Hi, it's... it's Caroline.
803
00:46:45,070 --> 00:46:46,968
Caroline Primm, your patient.
804
00:46:47,070 --> 00:46:48,871
I'm sorry it's so late.
805
00:46:49,140 --> 00:46:52,806
Um... Oh.
Is this an emergency?
806
00:46:53,376 --> 00:46:56,813
Because, um,
if this is an emergency,
807
00:46:56,915 --> 00:46:58,849
you need to hang up and--
808
00:46:58,951 --> 00:47:01,148
It's not an emergency. I just--
809
00:47:01,250 --> 00:47:03,859
I forgot to call you yesterday.
810
00:47:05,327 --> 00:47:06,561
What?
811
00:47:06,864 --> 00:47:08,894
Well, you told me
to take Riley for a walk
812
00:47:08,996 --> 00:47:11,458
after I took a bath
and calmed down
813
00:47:11,561 --> 00:47:13,433
and I did it, and I
forgot to call you--
814
00:47:13,535 --> 00:47:16,131
Oh. Okay, yes. Um...
815
00:47:16,233 --> 00:47:20,475
Well, uh, that's good,
and, um...
816
00:47:21,211 --> 00:47:24,943
Uh, I-- I do feel though that I
should tell you that this number
817
00:47:25,045 --> 00:47:28,147
is really for emergencies
only, okay?
818
00:47:29,013 --> 00:47:31,478
Oh. I'm sorry. I just...
819
00:47:31,780 --> 00:47:33,849
I just couldn't sleep
thinking that you were worried.
820
00:47:33,951 --> 00:47:35,917
I wasn't worried.
821
00:47:36,719 --> 00:47:40,222
You... You weren't?
You weren't thinking about me?
822
00:47:40,324 --> 00:47:42,864
I said that you could
call me if you...
823
00:47:42,966 --> 00:47:45,126
I said you could call me
if you couldn't calm down
824
00:47:45,228 --> 00:47:46,800
not that you had to call me.
825
00:47:46,902 --> 00:47:49,699
But, um...
but are you safe, Caroline?
826
00:47:49,801 --> 00:47:51,032
Are you...?
827
00:47:51,502 --> 00:47:54,904
I'm... I'm sorry.
I... I misunderstood.
828
00:47:55,373 --> 00:47:58,881
Yeah, I'm so dumb. Um...
Yes, I'm safe.
829
00:47:58,983 --> 00:48:03,384
Okay. Well, let's talk about
this in session, okay?
830
00:48:04,253 --> 00:48:06,917
I'm sorry.
I'm obviously bothering you.
831
00:48:07,019 --> 00:48:09,218
It is not your fault, uh...
832
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:12,260
and I will--
I'll see you next week.
833
00:48:12,663 --> 00:48:14,223
Well, can I come in tomorrow?
834
00:48:14,526 --> 00:48:17,761
It's just waiting
until next week seems too long.
835
00:48:18,196 --> 00:48:20,361
Uh, well, let me
check my schedule,
836
00:48:20,463 --> 00:48:23,169
and I will text you a time, okay?
837
00:48:24,002 --> 00:48:25,941
Okay. Um, I'm sor--
838
00:48:31,475 --> 00:48:34,783
You've gotta be fucking
kidding me! Shit!
839
00:48:37,980 --> 00:48:39,484
Hello?
840
00:48:39,586 --> 00:48:40,516
Hello?
841
00:48:41,588 --> 00:48:43,054
Hello!
842
00:48:43,156 --> 00:48:46,225
Hello! Is anyone here
doing their job?
843
00:48:54,370 --> 00:48:55,465
Shit.
844
00:48:58,707 --> 00:49:00,239
Want some help with that?
845
00:49:01,678 --> 00:49:03,638
I know a trick. Got a knife.
846
00:49:14,654 --> 00:49:15,823
Sweetie?
847
00:49:15,925 --> 00:49:17,954
Little Bear, open up.
It's Mommy.
848
00:49:18,056 --> 00:49:21,161
Little Bear, open up.
849
00:49:29,203 --> 00:49:31,171
What is she doing?
850
00:49:32,938 --> 00:49:34,906
Whoa. Whoa, whoa.
851
00:49:35,275 --> 00:49:37,208
- What the fuck's your problem?
- What? Whoa.
852
00:49:37,311 --> 00:49:38,706
What, you're obsessed with me
or something?
853
00:49:38,808 --> 00:49:40,576
What are you talking about?
Don't flatter yourself.
854
00:49:40,678 --> 00:49:42,512
Well, why are you looking at me?
What? What do you want?
855
00:49:42,614 --> 00:49:44,512
I don't want you just sitting
outside and by yourself.
856
00:49:44,614 --> 00:49:45,683
Some creep might walk past
or something.
857
00:49:45,785 --> 00:49:46,885
What creep?
858
00:49:46,987 --> 00:49:48,251
How the fuck do I know, lady?
859
00:49:48,353 --> 00:49:49,318
There's creeps
all over this place.
860
00:49:49,420 --> 00:49:51,518
- Don't call me lady.
- My bad, miss.
861
00:49:51,620 --> 00:49:53,527
Don't call me miss.
Don't. Just don't.
862
00:49:53,629 --> 00:49:55,023
Ma'am.
863
00:49:55,125 --> 00:49:56,762
- Frau?
- Yeah.
864
00:49:56,864 --> 00:49:58,465
- Slag.
- Oh, my God.
865
00:49:58,567 --> 00:50:00,266
Your thottiness?
866
00:50:01,132 --> 00:50:03,269
Housewife?
867
00:50:03,371 --> 00:50:05,365
At this point, I don't even know
what to refer to you as.
868
00:50:05,468 --> 00:50:07,273
I'm gonna just call you female.
869
00:50:07,873 --> 00:50:09,742
Yo, crazy pants.
870
00:50:10,177 --> 00:50:12,372
I was gonna partake
in surfing the web
871
00:50:12,474 --> 00:50:14,149
for some things that I'm into,
872
00:50:14,251 --> 00:50:17,212
if you catch my drift, and
I'm just putting it out there,
873
00:50:17,314 --> 00:50:19,882
you more than welcome to join.
874
00:50:20,184 --> 00:50:22,721
No pressure. Just saying.
875
00:50:26,057 --> 00:50:27,557
What kind of stuff?
876
00:50:33,596 --> 00:50:35,363
Is that like
the dark web?
877
00:50:35,599 --> 00:50:38,973
Like where you can
buy people and stuff?
878
00:50:39,075 --> 00:50:41,742
I don't know.
Never bought a person, so...
879
00:50:41,844 --> 00:50:44,240
But you could? Or sell one?
880
00:50:44,676 --> 00:50:47,882
I mean, I guess so, but
I don't come on the dark web
881
00:50:47,984 --> 00:50:49,915
searching for that
kind of shit, so...
882
00:50:50,017 --> 00:50:52,219
Aren't there places on there
883
00:50:52,321 --> 00:50:55,020
where people, like, show
each other videos of murders
884
00:50:55,122 --> 00:50:56,925
and people they're
holding captive?
885
00:50:57,027 --> 00:50:58,859
Can we change the subject?
Let's buy drugs.
886
00:50:58,961 --> 00:51:00,193
Let's get some...
887
00:51:00,295 --> 00:51:01,892
...some shit, right? Come on.
What do you want?
888
00:51:01,994 --> 00:51:03,296
What are you into?
889
00:51:04,495 --> 00:51:06,730
I don't know.
Do they have, like...
890
00:51:07,033 --> 00:51:08,833
cocaine or something?
891
00:51:09,402 --> 00:51:11,700
When was the last time
you tried cocaine?
892
00:51:12,669 --> 00:51:14,639
What do you mean?
It's a very popular drug.
893
00:51:14,742 --> 00:51:15,972
I like it.
894
00:51:16,708 --> 00:51:21,149
All right. Well, I'm getting
molly, so we'll get both.
895
00:51:21,783 --> 00:51:23,416
See, the thing is,
896
00:51:23,518 --> 00:51:25,619
I don't get paid till next week,
so I need you to cover me.
897
00:51:25,721 --> 00:51:27,888
Oh. Oh, I'm-- No.
898
00:51:27,990 --> 00:51:30,219
No, no.
I see what this is about.
899
00:51:30,655 --> 00:51:32,454
- Where you going?
- I'm going back to my room.
900
00:51:32,556 --> 00:51:34,423
For what?
You don't even have a key.
901
00:51:34,525 --> 00:51:36,096
Besides, your daughter's
passed out.
902
00:51:36,199 --> 00:51:38,692
Front desk lady's
definitely in a coma by now.
903
00:51:38,794 --> 00:51:41,970
Calm down. Come sit down.
Let's order. Jeez.
904
00:51:42,072 --> 00:51:43,864
I could put it on my
credit card, I guess.
905
00:51:44,441 --> 00:51:45,501
What? No.
906
00:51:45,603 --> 00:51:47,372
The 400, I could put
it on my credit card.
907
00:51:47,474 --> 00:51:49,974
No, no. See, man,
it can't be traced back to you.
908
00:51:50,076 --> 00:51:51,705
It has to be anonymous.
909
00:51:51,807 --> 00:51:56,617
Well, then how do you
pay for the stuff?
910
00:51:56,886 --> 00:51:58,251
All right, what we could do is
911
00:51:58,353 --> 00:52:00,251
we could go to a pharmacy
or something real quick
912
00:52:00,353 --> 00:52:02,587
and put it on one of
those gift cards
913
00:52:02,689 --> 00:52:05,519
or maybe you got bitcoin, or
crypto, or some shit like that?
914
00:52:05,621 --> 00:52:07,189
No, I don't have
any of that stuff,
915
00:52:07,291 --> 00:52:09,264
and I can't get in a car
916
00:52:09,366 --> 00:52:11,360
and leave my daughter alone
in the middle of the night.
917
00:52:11,663 --> 00:52:14,068
You leave your daughter alone
all the time.
918
00:52:14,171 --> 00:52:16,271
No, I don't. That's just
if I go in the field.
919
00:52:16,373 --> 00:52:19,641
Ha! I literally seen you leave
your daughter alone myself
920
00:52:19,743 --> 00:52:20,635
with my own two eyes.
921
00:52:20,738 --> 00:52:22,106
- What's the problem this time?
- What are you?
922
00:52:22,208 --> 00:52:23,607
You stalking me or something?
923
00:52:23,709 --> 00:52:26,407
I'm a concerned citizen.
I mean, takes a village, right?
924
00:52:30,883 --> 00:52:31,813
What?
925
00:52:38,059 --> 00:52:41,227
Sweetie! Sweetie! It's Mommy!
926
00:52:41,330 --> 00:52:43,665
You locked me out. Sweetie!
927
00:52:43,767 --> 00:52:45,129
Sweetie! Open the door!
928
00:52:45,231 --> 00:52:47,334
Little Bear, open the door!
929
00:52:48,232 --> 00:52:49,533
Mommy...
930
00:52:49,635 --> 00:52:52,900
Just wheel the machine over
and open the door!
931
00:52:53,907 --> 00:52:55,507
Little Bear!
932
00:52:57,779 --> 00:52:59,944
Open the door!
933
00:53:00,046 --> 00:53:01,815
I locked myself out!
934
00:53:01,917 --> 00:53:03,881
It's Mom! It's Mommy!
935
00:53:03,983 --> 00:53:05,253
Mommy?
936
00:53:05,953 --> 00:53:07,486
Are you there?
937
00:53:16,828 --> 00:53:19,198
I'm not sure how we can
talk about anything helpful
938
00:53:19,300 --> 00:53:21,398
if you won't even look
me in the eye.
939
00:53:21,500 --> 00:53:24,003
You asked me for this
extra session.
940
00:53:24,105 --> 00:53:26,202
I can't.
941
00:53:26,304 --> 00:53:28,172
You must be so mad at me.
942
00:53:28,275 --> 00:53:30,009
Mad? Oh, because you called me?
943
00:53:30,112 --> 00:53:31,974
No, no, no. I'm not mad at you.
944
00:53:32,343 --> 00:53:34,282
Let's move on. Please?
945
00:53:37,182 --> 00:53:39,221
You have a daughter.
946
00:53:41,287 --> 00:53:43,184
Why didn't you ever tell me?
947
00:53:43,486 --> 00:53:45,156
Well, this isn't about me.
948
00:53:45,258 --> 00:53:46,987
But now I know that you know.
949
00:53:48,158 --> 00:53:49,193
You know.
950
00:53:49,596 --> 00:53:53,129
I don't know.
You need to tell me.
951
00:53:53,231 --> 00:53:54,896
It's not your fault.
952
00:53:56,234 --> 00:53:57,764
But it is mine.
953
00:53:58,266 --> 00:54:01,707
Okay, you know, Caroline I think
that it may be time that we...
954
00:54:01,809 --> 00:54:02,904
um...
955
00:54:03,981 --> 00:54:06,881
...that we consult with someone
956
00:54:06,983 --> 00:54:09,983
about some medication for you.
957
00:54:10,452 --> 00:54:13,214
Well, I can't take medication.
I'm breastfeeding.
958
00:54:13,917 --> 00:54:17,392
- Do you want me to kill my baby?
- Of course not.
959
00:54:17,494 --> 00:54:20,729
I just think if a doctor thinks
it could be beneficial,
960
00:54:20,831 --> 00:54:22,660
then maybe we need to...
961
00:54:22,762 --> 00:54:28,568
prioritize your... your...
health over breastfeeding.
962
00:54:28,904 --> 00:54:30,397
Just right now.
963
00:54:30,966 --> 00:54:33,171
You know, you need to take
care of yourself
964
00:54:33,273 --> 00:54:35,035
so you can take care of Riley.
965
00:54:36,144 --> 00:54:37,972
I have to go to the bathroom.
966
00:54:41,580 --> 00:54:45,485
Um, well, we only have
15 minutes left.
967
00:54:46,119 --> 00:54:48,256
I have to go now.
968
00:54:48,358 --> 00:54:50,491
Okay, well, can you wait
till after the session?
969
00:54:50,593 --> 00:54:51,458
No?
970
00:55:35,265 --> 00:55:36,932
Oh... Oh.
971
00:55:38,906 --> 00:55:39,836
Shit.
972
00:55:49,447 --> 00:55:51,980
Oh. Okay, okay. Okay.
973
00:56:00,158 --> 00:56:01,121
Okay.
974
00:56:10,269 --> 00:56:12,473
Caroline? Excuse me.
975
00:56:14,007 --> 00:56:15,377
Caroline?
976
00:56:22,115 --> 00:56:23,044
It's okay.
977
00:56:24,780 --> 00:56:27,188
Caroline? Excuse me. Caroline?
978
00:56:27,290 --> 00:56:29,523
I need you
to help me out here. I...
979
00:56:35,625 --> 00:56:39,027
Okay. I know. I know.
980
00:56:50,175 --> 00:56:51,138
Caroline?
981
00:57:11,230 --> 00:57:12,863
Okay. Okay.
982
00:57:13,770 --> 00:57:14,931
Caroline!
983
00:57:15,772 --> 00:57:16,867
Caroline!
984
00:57:20,041 --> 00:57:21,575
Yeah. I know.
985
00:57:27,482 --> 00:57:29,776
What is going on here?
I'm in a session.
986
00:57:29,978 --> 00:57:31,946
So, my patient,
she has this baby
987
00:57:32,048 --> 00:57:33,783
and she said she was
going to the bathroom
988
00:57:33,885 --> 00:57:36,491
and then she left the baby
with me and I...
989
00:57:36,593 --> 00:57:38,591
- She's gone. And now I can't--
- I'm with a patient.
990
00:57:38,693 --> 00:57:40,488
Please, I need your help.
I really need your help.
991
00:57:40,590 --> 00:57:41,889
I'm with a patient.
992
00:57:41,991 --> 00:57:44,324
Plus, also,
I'm not your supervisor.
993
00:57:44,426 --> 00:57:46,795
This is a professional issue.
This is not a treatment issue.
994
00:57:46,897 --> 00:57:48,498
Are you joking?
This is an emergency!
995
00:57:48,600 --> 00:57:49,834
Whatever's happening in here
996
00:57:49,936 --> 00:57:51,567
is not as important
as what I'm going through here!
997
00:57:51,670 --> 00:57:53,239
- Okay, no.
- I need your help!
998
00:57:53,341 --> 00:57:54,371
- Goodbye.
- I need your help!
999
00:57:54,473 --> 00:57:55,705
This is an emergency.
1000
00:57:55,807 --> 00:57:57,978
- You can come back later.
- Absolutely not.
1001
00:58:01,278 --> 00:58:02,583
No!
1002
00:58:08,055 --> 00:58:09,120
Okay.
1003
00:58:12,425 --> 00:58:13,455
- Hello?
- Hello?
1004
00:58:13,557 --> 00:58:14,758
Hello. Hello. Yes.
1005
00:58:14,860 --> 00:58:16,227
Hello, I am
your wife's psychotherapist...
1006
00:58:16,329 --> 00:58:17,598
Stop, I can't...
1007
00:58:17,700 --> 00:58:19,028
and she left today in
the middle of her appointment.
1008
00:58:19,130 --> 00:58:22,834
I cannot hear you.
I cannot hear you. Who is this?
1009
00:58:25,134 --> 00:58:28,169
Okay. Yes.
This is your wife's therapist.
1010
00:58:28,271 --> 00:58:30,575
She left in the middle
of her appointment today...
1011
00:58:30,677 --> 00:58:32,208
- All right. You gotta stop.
- And...
1012
00:58:32,310 --> 00:58:34,211
You gotta stop. I have no idea
what you're even talking about.
1013
00:58:34,313 --> 00:58:35,782
Who is this?
1014
00:58:36,452 --> 00:58:38,051
Is your wife named
Caroline Primm?
1015
00:58:38,153 --> 00:58:39,884
And you are, um...
1016
00:58:39,986 --> 00:58:42,322
Your baby's name is Riley?
And you are Nick Primm?
1017
00:58:42,424 --> 00:58:44,655
- Yes.
- Okay, yes, right. Well--
1018
00:58:44,757 --> 00:58:45,986
My wife doesn't have
a therapist.
1019
00:58:46,088 --> 00:58:47,528
Okay, well,
she has been my patient
1020
00:58:47,630 --> 00:58:50,057
at The Center for
Psychological Arts in Montauk
1021
00:58:50,159 --> 00:58:52,033
since she was about
six months pregnant
1022
00:58:52,135 --> 00:58:54,463
with Riley, and today...
1023
00:58:54,765 --> 00:58:56,302
Well, this is news to me.
1024
00:58:56,405 --> 00:58:58,967
Mm. Well, whether...
1025
00:58:59,069 --> 00:59:00,702
...you knew that she
was my patient or not,
1026
00:59:00,804 --> 00:59:02,037
what I'm trying to say to you
1027
00:59:02,139 --> 00:59:03,705
is that this is an emergency,
and I really...
1028
00:59:03,807 --> 00:59:05,742
She left your baby here with me,
1029
00:59:05,844 --> 00:59:07,877
and I need you to come
and pick him up.
1030
00:59:07,979 --> 00:59:10,350
What do you mean?
What do you mean?
1031
00:59:10,452 --> 00:59:11,414
What do you mean,
what do I mean?
1032
00:59:11,516 --> 00:59:12,384
She left the baby?
1033
00:59:12,486 --> 00:59:13,748
She's not answering her phone...
1034
00:59:13,851 --> 00:59:15,388
She's probably in the bathroom
1035
00:59:15,490 --> 00:59:16,857
or by a fucking
vending machine.
1036
00:59:16,959 --> 00:59:17,653
Okay.
1037
00:59:17,755 --> 00:59:18,920
I suggest that you call her.
1038
00:59:19,022 --> 00:59:20,320
Maybe she would pick up
if it was you.
1039
00:59:20,422 --> 00:59:23,030
I'm gonna text you my address
to come and get the baby.
1040
00:59:23,132 --> 00:59:24,498
Oh, Jesus Christ!
1041
00:59:24,600 --> 00:59:25,925
I'm sure she's okay.
I'm sure she's okay.
1042
00:59:26,027 --> 00:59:27,927
I cannot even believe this.
1043
00:59:28,030 --> 00:59:29,670
I'm sure she's okay. I'm sure--
1044
00:59:29,772 --> 00:59:31,968
You know what? This is
so fucking typical of her.
1045
00:59:32,070 --> 00:59:35,341
Okay. Well, she probably
just needed some space.
1046
00:59:35,676 --> 00:59:38,179
I'm gonna text you
my address where...
1047
00:59:38,815 --> 00:59:40,675
- so you can come and get her.
- Okay, look. Listen to me.
1048
00:59:40,777 --> 00:59:42,110
- Him.
- Listen to me.
1049
00:59:42,212 --> 00:59:44,812
I'm at work right now.
I am at work right now.
1050
00:59:44,914 --> 00:59:46,112
That's why she's supposed to be
1051
00:59:46,214 --> 00:59:47,587
taking care
of the fucking baby,
1052
00:59:47,689 --> 00:59:50,153
so I can work, okay?
1053
00:59:50,255 --> 00:59:52,752
Here's what I'm gonna do.
I'm gonna text you my address.
1054
00:59:52,854 --> 00:59:54,255
I'm in Amagansett.
1055
00:59:54,357 --> 00:59:55,856
You can drop the baby off
at this address, okay?
1056
00:59:55,958 --> 00:59:57,994
Okay, well, I can't do that,
1057
00:59:58,096 --> 01:00:00,795
and I am actually very
concerned about your wife.
1058
01:00:00,898 --> 01:00:02,603
This is an emergency, and she--
1059
01:00:02,705 --> 01:00:04,270
You know, you've used
that term twice now.
1060
01:00:04,372 --> 01:00:05,836
This isn't my emergency.
1061
01:00:05,939 --> 01:00:07,434
I'm not the one
who lost my fucking wife!
1062
01:00:07,536 --> 01:00:10,104
I need you to come down here
and get your baby immediately,
1063
01:00:10,207 --> 01:00:11,779
and if you're not here
within a half an hour,
1064
01:00:11,881 --> 01:00:13,414
I'm going to call the police.
I will text you the address.
1065
01:00:13,516 --> 01:00:14,913
- Thank you very much.
- Oh, Jesus--
1066
01:00:25,757 --> 01:00:27,827
- Yes?
- Hi, it's Stephen.
1067
01:00:53,782 --> 01:00:55,316
May I come in?
1068
01:01:03,292 --> 01:01:06,360
I'm expecting a patient.
He just buzzed in.
1069
01:01:16,810 --> 01:01:18,578
Would you mind waiting
in my office
1070
01:01:18,680 --> 01:01:20,682
down the hall
just a few moments?
1071
01:01:21,947 --> 01:01:24,612
Your office?
Who are you, the boss?
1072
01:01:24,981 --> 01:01:27,147
No. Just another therapist.
1073
01:01:27,249 --> 01:01:28,883
I have an office.
It's down the hall.
1074
01:01:28,985 --> 01:01:30,692
Door is open. You'll see it.
1075
01:01:32,925 --> 01:01:34,757
This is my time.
She's mine right now.
1076
01:01:34,859 --> 01:01:36,726
You can't make me wait, okay?
1077
01:01:36,829 --> 01:01:38,761
This is an emergency situation.
1078
01:01:38,863 --> 01:01:40,799
You can either wait in my office
1079
01:01:40,901 --> 01:01:42,968
or you need to
leave the building entirely.
1080
01:01:46,638 --> 01:01:48,475
Is that a baby?
1081
01:01:48,577 --> 01:01:50,138
Is that your baby?
You have a baby?
1082
01:01:50,240 --> 01:01:52,108
I mean, do you guys
have a baby together?
1083
01:01:52,210 --> 01:01:55,676
Okay, this situation
does not concern you, okay?
1084
01:01:55,778 --> 01:01:57,246
Make a choice.
1085
01:02:03,525 --> 01:02:05,821
Okay, I'll be in your office.
1086
01:02:05,923 --> 01:02:07,795
But I won't wait that long.
1087
01:02:13,598 --> 01:02:14,494
Okay.
1088
01:02:26,048 --> 01:02:27,012
Wow.
1089
01:02:28,785 --> 01:02:31,313
Can you believe that
I got talked into getting
1090
01:02:31,415 --> 01:02:35,715
this fucking hamster
after all of that? My God, I...
1091
01:02:37,088 --> 01:02:39,393
She's right. I really am
so stretchable.
1092
01:02:39,496 --> 01:02:41,556
- It's disgusting.
- You know...
1093
01:02:42,025 --> 01:02:43,523
when I was in medical school,
1094
01:02:43,625 --> 01:02:46,929
I had to do a stint
in a medical experiments lab.
1095
01:02:47,398 --> 01:02:52,807
And we were testing
the efficacy of a drug on rats.
1096
01:02:53,606 --> 01:02:55,742
Oh, I... So cool.
1097
01:02:55,844 --> 01:03:00,109
And the way it worked is
we'd take the rats,
1098
01:03:00,212 --> 01:03:03,481
and we'd drop them
in this guillotine thingy,
1099
01:03:03,917 --> 01:03:07,683
chop their heads off
individually,
1100
01:03:07,785 --> 01:03:10,055
peel the skin back
1101
01:03:10,157 --> 01:03:12,486
and then look at their brains
under a microscope.
1102
01:03:13,826 --> 01:03:16,190
I'm just so curious
1103
01:03:16,292 --> 01:03:19,127
about the process with that.
I wonder--
1104
01:03:19,229 --> 01:03:24,096
The rats would claw
and bite you...
1105
01:03:24,699 --> 01:03:28,908
...when you put your hand
in the cage to pick them up.
1106
01:03:29,010 --> 01:03:34,510
So they gave us
these steel chain mail gloves.
1107
01:03:35,080 --> 01:03:37,585
They're German.
They're beautiful.
1108
01:03:38,054 --> 01:03:41,554
So you put on the glove and
you put your hand in the cage,
1109
01:03:42,190 --> 01:03:45,123
and the rats would just
attach themselves to the glove,
1110
01:03:46,156 --> 01:03:47,889
clinging for dear
life, you know?
1111
01:03:50,526 --> 01:03:52,597
And then when you got
to the guillotine box,
1112
01:03:52,699 --> 01:03:55,166
you had to shake them off.
1113
01:03:56,031 --> 01:03:57,836
Really shake them.
1114
01:03:58,105 --> 01:04:01,139
I was always worried
that the rat would get hurt
1115
01:04:01,241 --> 01:04:03,471
when it hit its head on the
guillotine, you know?
1116
01:04:06,583 --> 01:04:09,177
But their brains
were always fine
1117
01:04:09,279 --> 01:04:10,810
when we looked under
the microscope.
1118
01:04:14,420 --> 01:04:15,787
Oh.
1119
01:04:15,889 --> 01:04:20,655
Rodents are
resilient creatures.
1120
01:04:27,435 --> 01:04:29,167
Mm-hm. Yeah.
1121
01:04:34,910 --> 01:04:37,175
I'll tell Stephen
your session's cancelled.
1122
01:04:39,111 --> 01:04:41,608
You have to take care
of this, okay?
1123
01:04:44,815 --> 01:04:46,250
I love you.
1124
01:04:53,929 --> 01:04:56,062
Just tell me, was she suicidal?
Homicidal?
1125
01:04:56,893 --> 01:04:59,031
No. Mm-mm. No.
1126
01:04:59,133 --> 01:05:01,695
No, she was obsessed
with protecting the baby...
1127
01:05:01,997 --> 01:05:03,537
And, uh, yeah.
1128
01:05:03,639 --> 01:05:04,969
She wouldn't hurt the baby.
1129
01:05:05,071 --> 01:05:06,639
And she didn't talk
about suicide.
1130
01:05:06,741 --> 01:05:07,969
She wouldn't abandon Riley.
1131
01:05:08,071 --> 01:05:09,936
She just did abandon him.
1132
01:05:10,472 --> 01:05:12,975
Right, well, you know,
I mean, um...
1133
01:05:13,078 --> 01:05:16,049
you know, permanently. Forever.
1134
01:05:18,349 --> 01:05:20,080
Is that it?
I have another patient waiting
1135
01:05:20,182 --> 01:05:22,422
who really needs my help.
1136
01:05:23,058 --> 01:05:25,924
It's fine. It's more common
than you think.
1137
01:05:26,326 --> 01:05:28,090
A woman tries to run away
from all the responsibilities.
1138
01:05:28,192 --> 01:05:29,722
- Yeah.
- Everybody gets all upset,
1139
01:05:29,824 --> 01:05:31,793
then they come back with
their tails between their legs.
1140
01:05:31,895 --> 01:05:34,498
Okay. Okay.
1141
01:05:35,101 --> 01:05:37,103
Thank you, Officer.
1142
01:05:39,702 --> 01:05:41,569
When
you have finished recording,
1143
01:05:41,671 --> 01:05:44,203
you may hang up or press one
for more options.
1144
01:05:44,305 --> 01:05:45,809
Hi. Hi,
1145
01:05:45,911 --> 01:05:47,044
it's, uh... it's me again,
1146
01:05:47,146 --> 01:05:49,215
your tenant from
22 Algonquin, unit one.
1147
01:05:49,317 --> 01:05:52,345
You know, the one with the giant
fucking hole in the ceiling!
1148
01:05:52,714 --> 01:05:54,888
Your repairs guy ran off,
and it's getting worse
1149
01:05:54,991 --> 01:05:56,716
and I want to know why
you're doing nothing,
1150
01:05:56,818 --> 01:05:58,724
and why you're happy for
my daughter and I to be staying
1151
01:05:58,826 --> 01:06:00,253
at a flophouse full of freaks
1152
01:06:00,356 --> 01:06:01,895
while I continue
to pay you rent!
1153
01:06:01,998 --> 01:06:05,098
And I have a very, very,
very important patient
1154
01:06:05,200 --> 01:06:06,927
that is a prominent lawyer,
and I am not afraid to--
1155
01:06:09,866 --> 01:06:11,005
Fuck!
1156
01:06:15,239 --> 01:06:18,306
I was after some
Visa gift cards.
1157
01:06:18,408 --> 01:06:21,010
Uh, what denominations
do you have?
1158
01:06:21,646 --> 01:06:23,815
Do you have a minute to talk
before the children come out?
1159
01:06:23,917 --> 01:06:25,283
- Mm-hm. Sure.
- Okay, come.
1160
01:06:29,016 --> 01:06:31,686
So, I've noticed that you still
haven't made the appointment
1161
01:06:31,788 --> 01:06:33,959
for family therapy like
we discussed the other morning.
1162
01:06:34,061 --> 01:06:36,626
I know. It's just been
so crazy at work.
1163
01:06:36,728 --> 01:06:40,199
Right. So I can't stress to you
enough how important this is.
1164
01:06:41,098 --> 01:06:42,867
I'm on your side here.
1165
01:06:42,969 --> 01:06:44,704
Yes. Yes. Yes, I understand.
1166
01:06:44,806 --> 01:06:46,866
We need her off the machine.
1167
01:06:47,135 --> 01:06:48,201
Yeah, so do I.
1168
01:06:48,303 --> 01:06:49,836
Okay. I'm gonna be frank.
1169
01:06:49,938 --> 01:06:53,012
We need her off of it as soon as
possible for her to remain here.
1170
01:06:53,114 --> 01:06:55,444
And to do that, she needs
to gain faster.
1171
01:06:55,546 --> 01:06:58,179
Okay. Well, but we have
until next week, right?
1172
01:06:58,281 --> 01:06:59,979
- The 50 pound goal.
- No.
1173
01:07:00,081 --> 01:07:03,552
The way things are going, uh,
she's not gonna make that goal.
1174
01:07:04,659 --> 01:07:06,225
What are you saying?
1175
01:07:06,427 --> 01:07:08,994
We do weigh-ins every morning.
She's not gonna make the goal.
1176
01:07:09,096 --> 01:07:10,696
Because the goal you set
was impossible.
1177
01:07:10,798 --> 01:07:12,192
We were set up to fail.
1178
01:07:12,294 --> 01:07:13,529
- It's unrealistic.
- No.
1179
01:07:14,664 --> 01:07:17,533
We're gonna have to reassess
the level of care.
1180
01:07:19,003 --> 01:07:20,137
What does that mean?
1181
01:07:20,239 --> 01:07:22,268
Well, we can discuss
it in our meeting.
1182
01:07:22,938 --> 01:07:26,509
You know what I would love,
and think would be so good,
1183
01:07:26,611 --> 01:07:30,916
is if we could get a date
on the calendar for the surgery.
1184
01:07:31,252 --> 01:07:33,984
A concrete goal that we can
all work towards.
1185
01:07:34,087 --> 01:07:36,322
It's not... it's not a surgery.
1186
01:07:36,490 --> 01:07:39,825
The tube removal? Well, uh...
procedure, whatever you call it.
1187
01:07:39,927 --> 01:07:41,921
It's not a procedure either.
1188
01:07:42,023 --> 01:07:45,264
Uh, when it's time to remove it,
the doctor just pulls it out.
1189
01:07:49,065 --> 01:07:50,236
Pull it out?
1190
01:07:51,036 --> 01:07:52,337
Yeah, it just slides out.
1191
01:07:53,306 --> 01:07:55,807
They could just...
really just pull it out?
1192
01:07:55,909 --> 01:07:57,371
Yeah, it's that simple.
1193
01:07:57,473 --> 01:08:00,944
Oh. But what happens
to the hole?
1194
01:08:01,046 --> 01:08:03,745
It closes up on its own.
1195
01:08:03,847 --> 01:08:05,313
Oh.
1196
01:08:05,682 --> 01:08:08,584
It's kinda like when you
get a cut on your tongue.
1197
01:08:09,318 --> 01:08:11,455
It wants to close up.
1198
01:08:13,758 --> 01:08:14,623
Oh.
1199
01:08:20,436 --> 01:08:21,399
Yeah?
1200
01:08:24,333 --> 01:08:26,635
Oh, hi. Uh, is James here?
1201
01:08:28,940 --> 01:08:29,869
Who are you?
1202
01:08:32,247 --> 01:08:36,117
I'm his neighbor.
I'm there, in that room there.
1203
01:08:37,279 --> 01:08:38,446
He is not here.
1204
01:08:38,548 --> 01:08:40,448
Oh, uh, do you know when
he'll be back?
1205
01:08:40,550 --> 01:08:42,652
I just have something
to give him.
1206
01:08:42,954 --> 01:08:43,889
Give it to me.
1207
01:08:43,992 --> 01:08:45,190
- I'll see he gets it.
- No, no.
1208
01:08:45,292 --> 01:08:47,260
I have to give it
to him myself. It's, uh...
1209
01:08:48,795 --> 01:08:49,856
It's of value.
1210
01:08:51,533 --> 01:08:52,430
Of value?
1211
01:08:53,966 --> 01:08:56,467
Uh, yeah. Of value.
1212
01:09:07,180 --> 01:09:08,212
Relax your body.
1213
01:09:10,984 --> 01:09:12,450
Center in with yourself.
1214
01:09:17,720 --> 01:09:20,227
Right now, your only
job is to breathe.
1215
01:09:23,065 --> 01:09:24,594
We're in the work phase
of this...
1216
01:09:26,631 --> 01:09:28,862
The more you relax
your body right now...
1217
01:09:30,071 --> 01:09:31,769
...the easier it gets for you.
1218
01:09:33,936 --> 01:09:38,645
Recognize we're accessing
the body's wisdom zone.
1219
01:09:38,747 --> 01:09:40,181
Let your mind go.
1220
01:09:41,776 --> 01:09:44,413
See if you can find
your attention
1221
01:09:44,515 --> 01:09:47,182
within the movement
of your breath.
1222
01:09:47,617 --> 01:09:48,382
Start noticing
1223
01:09:48,485 --> 01:09:50,218
any sensation in your body...
1224
01:09:52,128 --> 01:09:54,188
...and see what catches
your interest
1225
01:09:54,290 --> 01:09:56,424
or your curiosity,
1226
01:09:56,893 --> 01:10:00,195
and hold the space
in a way you want to be held.
1227
01:10:00,297 --> 01:10:01,563
You'll probably notice
1228
01:10:01,665 --> 01:10:05,735
any intensity
builds up in your body.
1229
01:10:06,070 --> 01:10:07,599
That's okay.
1230
01:10:07,935 --> 01:10:10,574
Rather than trying
to control anything,
1231
01:10:11,474 --> 01:10:13,744
see if you can just allow...
1232
01:10:14,047 --> 01:10:15,375
the intensity to...
1233
01:10:24,652 --> 01:10:26,193
You're not helping!
1234
01:10:26,295 --> 01:10:28,257
Hold her legs that way.
Hold her legs down.
1235
01:10:30,858 --> 01:10:32,231
We might have to restrain her.
1236
01:10:32,333 --> 01:10:33,694
- Mom!
- Hold her down!
1237
01:10:33,797 --> 01:10:35,495
You're here
to help us, come on!
1238
01:10:35,597 --> 01:10:37,299
That's not helping at all.
1239
01:10:43,007 --> 01:10:44,874
Mommy!
1240
01:10:44,976 --> 01:10:46,673
Mommy!
1241
01:10:46,775 --> 01:10:48,274
Try to help.
Try to help.
1242
01:10:48,376 --> 01:10:49,849
Mommy!
1243
01:10:58,025 --> 01:10:59,893
Make yourself feel safe.
1244
01:10:59,996 --> 01:11:01,721
If things are getting intense,
1245
01:11:01,823 --> 01:11:04,229
recognize you can hold the space.
1246
01:11:04,331 --> 01:11:06,264
You can love yourself
right now.
1247
01:11:09,438 --> 01:11:13,467
Don't avoid anything within.
Don't abandon yourself.
1248
01:11:13,569 --> 01:11:15,205
Stay connected to yourself.
1249
01:11:15,308 --> 01:11:17,244
See if you can honor yourself
1250
01:11:17,346 --> 01:11:21,079
in this moment
of reconnecting to yourself.
1251
01:11:34,222 --> 01:11:38,431
Use your voice
and imagine your emotion.
1252
01:11:38,999 --> 01:11:40,295
Allow it to be...
1253
01:11:40,597 --> 01:11:42,666
Maybe you can even
do it tonight.
1254
01:11:52,147 --> 01:11:53,545
Down here. This way.
1255
01:12:07,822 --> 01:12:09,561
It's in here. Here.
1256
01:12:14,229 --> 01:12:17,031
Okay, we gotta be quick because
I have to get back, but...
1257
01:12:17,133 --> 01:12:21,606
I just... I just had to show
someone what's going on in here.
1258
01:12:21,974 --> 01:12:23,842
Okay.
1259
01:12:24,545 --> 01:12:28,175
So, a room filled
with plastic tarp everywhere.
1260
01:12:28,277 --> 01:12:29,378
Nice.
1261
01:12:29,480 --> 01:12:31,214
So, is this your kill room?
1262
01:12:31,316 --> 01:12:33,118
No. Come on, I told you.
1263
01:12:33,220 --> 01:12:34,949
The fucking ceiling fell down.
1264
01:12:36,057 --> 01:12:37,450
What the fuck is that?
1265
01:12:37,886 --> 01:12:39,190
That's it. That's the hole.
1266
01:12:39,292 --> 01:12:40,625
That's why I'm at the hotel.
1267
01:12:40,727 --> 01:12:42,356
That's why you're
staying at the fucking hotel?
1268
01:12:42,458 --> 01:12:43,760
Oh, my God. Come on.
1269
01:12:43,862 --> 01:12:46,734
You could've slept on your couch
for a couple of weeks.
1270
01:12:46,836 --> 01:12:47,994
What? Look at it.
1271
01:12:48,096 --> 01:12:50,699
It's been two months,
and they refuse to fix it.
1272
01:12:50,801 --> 01:12:54,938
There's dust and...
and mold everywhere.
1273
01:12:55,041 --> 01:12:56,410
Mm.
1274
01:13:07,352 --> 01:13:09,951
Yo, what is up there?
1275
01:13:11,690 --> 01:13:13,757
They've been
renovating forever.
1276
01:13:14,922 --> 01:13:17,294
- They said a pipe burst.
- Oh, shit.
1277
01:13:17,463 --> 01:13:20,963
It's right there. There you go.
1278
01:13:21,065 --> 01:13:24,737
I did the... that... you know,
the thing, the breath thing.
1279
01:13:24,839 --> 01:13:25,766
What?
1280
01:13:25,868 --> 01:13:27,569
And I think it took me here.
1281
01:13:27,671 --> 01:13:29,605
- I think maybe I...
- Oh, man...
1282
01:13:29,707 --> 01:13:31,244
That's why I wanted
to come to see it.
1283
01:13:31,346 --> 01:13:33,112
Man, you need guidance
with that shit.
1284
01:13:33,214 --> 01:13:35,375
You can't just be doing that.
1285
01:13:36,144 --> 01:13:38,612
- What are you doing?
- Man, they lied to you, sis.
1286
01:13:38,715 --> 01:13:39,814
It ain't even no pipes in here.
1287
01:13:39,916 --> 01:13:41,151
Maybe you shouldn't
get so close to it.
1288
01:13:41,253 --> 01:13:43,219
Shh. Look. Come see.
1289
01:13:43,622 --> 01:13:45,253
It's a clean break.
I'm telling you.
1290
01:13:45,355 --> 01:13:46,726
Oh, my God.
1291
01:13:47,095 --> 01:13:49,021
Oh, my God. What the fuck?
1292
01:13:49,123 --> 01:13:52,431
Man, my cousin Craig
is a general contractor.
1293
01:13:52,534 --> 01:13:54,532
He knows somebody
that knows somebody that can
1294
01:13:54,634 --> 01:13:56,364
- fix this shit in a jiffy, yo.
- Oh, my God.
1295
01:13:56,599 --> 01:13:57,765
It look like you got some
1296
01:13:57,867 --> 01:13:59,606
motherfucking debris
on your furniture.
1297
01:13:59,708 --> 01:14:01,567
You know, I can reupholster it.
1298
01:14:01,669 --> 01:14:02,568
It's gonna cost you.
1299
01:14:04,474 --> 01:14:06,138
Let me go!
1300
01:14:17,752 --> 01:14:19,152
Don't touch me!
1301
01:14:25,926 --> 01:14:27,697
Mommy! Mommy! I don't want it!
1302
01:14:27,799 --> 01:14:29,701
- You are doing such a good job.
- No!
1303
01:14:30,939 --> 01:14:33,102
No! Mommy!
1304
01:14:33,938 --> 01:14:36,070
You gotta hold her
a lot harder than that.
1305
01:14:37,112 --> 01:14:39,807
No! No!
1306
01:14:51,887 --> 01:14:54,121
What the fuck?!
Oh, shit!
1307
01:14:55,229 --> 01:14:58,030
Oh, fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
1308
01:15:00,970 --> 01:15:03,136
Fuck! Oh, fuck!
1309
01:15:03,239 --> 01:15:05,533
James?
1310
01:15:08,538 --> 01:15:11,644
Ah! Fuck! Fuck!
1311
01:15:14,410 --> 01:15:15,175
Fuck!
1312
01:15:16,885 --> 01:15:17,815
Oh, fuck!
1313
01:15:18,414 --> 01:15:19,784
Oh, fuck!
1314
01:15:37,470 --> 01:15:40,170
Everybody settle. All right?
1315
01:15:40,739 --> 01:15:43,370
Get started.
Hand out these, please.
1316
01:15:43,473 --> 01:15:44,974
Thank you.
1317
01:15:46,949 --> 01:15:48,307
All right.
1318
01:15:50,378 --> 01:15:55,522
So the topic today is something
that's so fundamental
1319
01:15:55,624 --> 01:15:58,423
that it's actually
a little silly to talk about.
1320
01:15:58,759 --> 01:16:03,293
But it is so important
to your child's recovery,
1321
01:16:03,395 --> 01:16:04,926
and more than that,
1322
01:16:05,029 --> 01:16:08,594
to your ability
to help your child recover.
1323
01:16:08,963 --> 01:16:11,033
Can anybody guess what it is?
1324
01:16:13,469 --> 01:16:15,371
Blame...
1325
01:16:15,773 --> 01:16:17,905
- ...and, anybody?
- Shame.
1326
01:16:18,007 --> 01:16:19,508
Yeah, thank you.
1327
01:16:20,975 --> 01:16:23,681
So, as parents, a lot of times
1328
01:16:23,783 --> 01:16:27,114
we look too
closely at ourselves, right?
1329
01:16:27,216 --> 01:16:30,555
And we start to ask ourselves,
is this my fault?
1330
01:16:30,657 --> 01:16:32,586
Could I have done anything
differently?
1331
01:16:32,888 --> 01:16:34,988
What if this? What if that?
1332
01:16:35,090 --> 01:16:39,460
But all it does is create
a thinking trap.
1333
01:16:41,029 --> 01:16:44,301
And that does not
help your child.
1334
01:16:44,770 --> 01:16:47,806
So what I'd like to
do, if we look...
1335
01:16:49,209 --> 01:16:50,740
Melanie...
1336
01:16:51,009 --> 01:16:52,811
do you want to put some
words to your feelings?
1337
01:16:54,148 --> 01:16:55,242
Yeah.
1338
01:16:56,379 --> 01:16:57,716
I...
1339
01:16:57,818 --> 01:17:01,614
Sometimes, I just think
that it is all my fault.
1340
01:17:06,925 --> 01:17:08,794
Do you have something
to say to Melanie?
1341
01:17:10,463 --> 01:17:13,199
No. Whoa, no.
1342
01:17:13,301 --> 01:17:15,400
Never mind. Don't mind me.
1343
01:17:15,869 --> 01:17:18,034
No, no, no. I want to hear
what you have to say.
1344
01:17:22,142 --> 01:17:23,303
Uh...
1345
01:17:23,405 --> 01:17:26,711
I just-- You keep telling us
that it isn't our fault.
1346
01:17:26,813 --> 01:17:29,144
- Yeah.
- Mm. But... but it is.
1347
01:17:31,185 --> 01:17:32,479
Excuse me?
1348
01:17:32,581 --> 01:17:34,817
I mean, if it isn't our fault,
then we're really super fucked.
1349
01:17:34,919 --> 01:17:36,082
We're just walking around
pretending
1350
01:17:36,184 --> 01:17:37,791
we have power
to change something
1351
01:17:37,893 --> 01:17:39,992
that we don't even understand
because it's not our fault,
1352
01:17:40,094 --> 01:17:42,894
but we know how to change it,
even though it's not our fault.
1353
01:17:42,996 --> 01:17:44,325
No, this is actually good.
1354
01:17:44,427 --> 01:17:46,264
This is actually good because
now we have a lot to unpack.
1355
01:17:46,366 --> 01:17:47,668
No, no, no. I know.
1356
01:17:47,770 --> 01:17:48,865
I can't do this. I have to go.
1357
01:17:48,968 --> 01:17:50,569
- Please sit down.
- No, no, no. It's our fault.
1358
01:17:50,671 --> 01:17:51,832
It isn't fair,
but it is our fault.
1359
01:17:51,935 --> 01:17:53,573
That's how I see it. That's it.
1360
01:17:53,676 --> 01:17:55,573
That's what this whole
thing is, is our faults.
1361
01:17:55,675 --> 01:17:57,608
- Stop and sit down.
- No, no, no.
1362
01:17:57,710 --> 01:17:58,909
No, I don't want
to talk about it.
1363
01:17:59,011 --> 01:18:00,877
I already know it,
and I don't have to meet you
1364
01:18:00,979 --> 01:18:02,309
because I know what
you're going to say,
1365
01:18:02,411 --> 01:18:03,816
- which is that she's failed...
- I need you to sit down!
1366
01:18:03,918 --> 01:18:06,883
...and that I failed
because you set us up to fail.
1367
01:18:06,985 --> 01:18:08,585
No one tries hard
if they have a safety net.
1368
01:18:08,687 --> 01:18:10,655
- Sit down.
- Nobody, okay?
1369
01:18:10,757 --> 01:18:12,020
And you should know
that, Dr. Spring.
1370
01:18:12,122 --> 01:18:13,689
I'm gonna be here
for the rest of my life
1371
01:18:13,791 --> 01:18:15,222
pouring shit down that tube.
1372
01:18:15,324 --> 01:18:18,094
- Every night until I die.
- Do not leave that door!
1373
01:18:18,196 --> 01:18:21,132
And none of this is helping
any of us. None of it.
1374
01:18:21,235 --> 01:18:22,135
Come back!
1375
01:18:24,401 --> 01:18:26,166
Hey!
Hey, why are you calling?
1376
01:18:26,269 --> 01:18:27,971
Isn't a parent group
going on right now?
1377
01:18:28,073 --> 01:18:29,841
I couldn't sit there.
I'm in the car.
1378
01:18:29,943 --> 01:18:31,810
I'll pick her up later,
but I can't stay there.
1379
01:18:31,912 --> 01:18:33,040
What do you mean
you couldn't sit there?
1380
01:18:33,142 --> 01:18:34,607
I can't do it.
I can't do it.
1381
01:18:34,709 --> 01:18:36,947
She's gotta get better, but
she's not gonna make the goal,
1382
01:18:37,049 --> 01:18:39,080
and I-- I don't know
what's gonna happen now.
1383
01:18:39,182 --> 01:18:40,916
You need
to get back in there.
1384
01:18:41,018 --> 01:18:42,082
The hole is getting bigger.
1385
01:18:42,184 --> 01:18:43,920
What hole?
Her tube hole?
1386
01:18:44,023 --> 01:18:46,159
- No! No, the apartment hole!
- You told me--
1387
01:18:46,261 --> 01:18:47,694
The goddamn hole!
1388
01:18:47,796 --> 01:18:49,793
Why can't you just keep tabs
on those guys?
1389
01:18:49,895 --> 01:18:51,694
Because the guy's gone
for a week.
1390
01:18:51,796 --> 01:18:53,393
There's no one working on it.
1391
01:18:53,495 --> 01:18:55,465
What?! A week?! When
were you gonna mention that?
1392
01:18:55,567 --> 01:18:56,835
I'm telling you now.
1393
01:18:56,937 --> 01:18:58,030
It's very complicated
to explain over the phone.
1394
01:18:58,133 --> 01:18:59,501
Look, look, look. No, no, no.
1395
01:18:59,603 --> 01:19:00,769
Just-- just
1396
01:19:00,871 --> 01:19:02,136
- send me pictures...
- No!
1397
01:19:02,239 --> 01:19:03,568
...and I'll have somebody
take care of it.
1398
01:19:03,670 --> 01:19:05,141
No, no, no. No more pictures.
I'm not going back there.
1399
01:19:05,243 --> 01:19:06,539
I'm never going back there.
And I talked to Roscoe...
1400
01:19:06,641 --> 01:19:09,109
- What are you talking about?
- ...and he's so full of shit.
1401
01:19:09,211 --> 01:19:11,050
He's not doing anything.
And by the way,
1402
01:19:11,152 --> 01:19:14,350
I think he has a deal with the
motel because there's another--
1403
01:19:14,452 --> 01:19:18,384
Okay. Stop, stop, stop, okay?
Let me just get this straight.
1404
01:19:18,486 --> 01:19:20,519
You aren't going into
the program anymore,
1405
01:19:20,621 --> 01:19:22,922
and you aren't going
into our apartment anymore?
1406
01:19:23,024 --> 01:19:25,699
- That's right.
- Why?
1407
01:19:26,001 --> 01:19:28,802
How do you expect anything
to get back to normal then?
1408
01:19:29,764 --> 01:19:31,034
It won't.
1409
01:19:31,136 --> 01:19:33,105
What are you talking about?!
1410
01:19:33,207 --> 01:19:34,467
It won't!
1411
01:19:37,511 --> 01:19:39,405
All right. Are you...
1412
01:19:39,507 --> 01:19:41,678
are you in your right mind now?
Are you done?
1413
01:19:41,780 --> 01:19:43,910
Also, there's a woman missing.
1414
01:19:44,413 --> 01:19:46,517
What? Who? What are you...
Who's missing?
1415
01:19:46,619 --> 01:19:48,019
My patient. She's missing.
1416
01:19:48,121 --> 01:19:49,888
She left and she's not picking
up her phone, and she's--
1417
01:19:49,990 --> 01:19:53,154
Oh, okay. Okay.
Yeah, let's take a deep breath.
1418
01:19:53,256 --> 01:19:55,087
- Start from the beginning.
- No, no, no.
1419
01:19:55,190 --> 01:19:56,927
I can't talk to you about this.
1420
01:19:57,030 --> 01:19:58,930
Why aren't you going
back into the group?
1421
01:19:59,032 --> 01:20:00,599
I'll just talk to
my therapist later. I-- This--
1422
01:20:00,701 --> 01:20:01,733
This is fine.
Everything's fine.
1423
01:20:01,835 --> 01:20:02,829
Hey, hey.
Slow down. Slow down.
1424
01:20:02,931 --> 01:20:04,232
Everything's fine.
1425
01:20:04,334 --> 01:20:05,839
How many times a week
do you see that guy?
1426
01:20:05,941 --> 01:20:07,070
I just looked in the bank
accounts. How often--
1427
01:20:07,172 --> 01:20:10,977
- Every day. Every day.
- Every day?! Come on!
1428
01:20:11,079 --> 01:20:12,605
- Hold on. Hold on. Hold on.
- That's costing us a fortune!
1429
01:20:12,707 --> 01:20:17,346
No sitting idle in vehicles.
Please move the car or yourself.
1430
01:20:17,448 --> 01:20:21,221
I have a right to sit in my car
without you harassing me!
1431
01:20:21,323 --> 01:20:21,982
- What
- Yeah.
1432
01:20:22,084 --> 01:20:23,150
Are you talking to somebody?
1433
01:20:23,252 --> 01:20:24,624
Yeah,
there's this creepy asshole
1434
01:20:24,726 --> 01:20:26,758
who's harassing me
every fucking day!
1435
01:20:26,860 --> 01:20:28,222
He harasses me.
He's obsessed with me.
1436
01:20:28,324 --> 01:20:30,056
He's back at my window
wanting something!
1437
01:20:30,158 --> 01:20:31,290
What are you talking about?
1438
01:20:31,392 --> 01:20:32,596
Are you going to leave
the parking lot
1439
01:20:32,698 --> 01:20:33,598
or get out of your car!
1440
01:20:33,700 --> 01:20:35,198
Oh, my God! Are you serious?
1441
01:20:35,300 --> 01:20:37,601
- I will call the police!
- Oh, my God! Yeah, yeah, yeah.
1442
01:20:37,703 --> 01:20:39,004
- Call the police.
- Move!
1443
01:20:39,106 --> 01:20:40,334
Call the police. Yeah, I'm gonna
call the police on you!
1444
01:20:40,436 --> 01:20:41,834
I never want
to see you here again!
1445
01:20:41,936 --> 01:20:43,038
Oh, my God!
1446
01:20:43,140 --> 01:20:44,845
You're harass--
This is harassment!
1447
01:21:13,074 --> 01:21:16,371
Anything in particular
keeping you silent right now?
1448
01:21:19,047 --> 01:21:21,574
The fact that I want to be
silent is keeping me silent.
1449
01:21:22,882 --> 01:21:24,951
- I think--
- This isn't about you.
1450
01:21:27,554 --> 01:21:29,821
What I mean is I--
1451
01:21:29,923 --> 01:21:31,991
I mean, I pay for your time.
1452
01:21:32,093 --> 01:21:36,229
Right? So I can do
anything I want with that time,
1453
01:21:36,331 --> 01:21:39,031
and right now...
1454
01:21:41,068 --> 01:21:45,002
I just want to lay here
without you talking.
1455
01:21:45,105 --> 01:21:47,534
Well, you did not have to
come here for that.
1456
01:21:48,609 --> 01:21:50,405
Go lie on your own couch.
1457
01:21:52,312 --> 01:21:55,206
Do you wish I lied on my own
couch instead of coming here?
1458
01:21:55,642 --> 01:21:59,549
All I'm saying is
you chose not to be alone.
1459
01:22:01,521 --> 01:22:02,681
Oh, I'm alone.
1460
01:22:03,659 --> 01:22:07,019
No, you're not alone. I'm here.
1461
01:22:07,388 --> 01:22:09,926
But no, you aren't. Not really.
1462
01:22:10,028 --> 01:22:12,163
- What we can do--
- Can we just not?
1463
01:22:12,994 --> 01:22:14,264
Seriously.
1464
01:22:19,670 --> 01:22:20,799
Okay.
1465
01:22:21,135 --> 01:22:22,469
Do you know what?
1466
01:22:22,571 --> 01:22:26,245
Did I ever tell you
that I was pregnant before?
1467
01:22:26,715 --> 01:22:28,641
Like, I've been pregnant twice.
1468
01:22:33,819 --> 01:22:35,714
I never tell anyone this.
1469
01:22:38,258 --> 01:22:41,324
It was when Charles and I
were first dating and, um...
1470
01:22:46,164 --> 01:22:48,732
I got an abortion
right away, like...
1471
01:22:48,834 --> 01:22:50,201
I took a pregnancy test
1472
01:22:50,303 --> 01:22:54,106
and then just went to
a random clinic the next day.
1473
01:22:56,572 --> 01:23:00,541
I got the surgical kind
with the vacuum thing.
1474
01:23:02,449 --> 01:23:03,577
And it...
1475
01:23:05,048 --> 01:23:06,987
hurt really badly, like...
1476
01:23:09,558 --> 01:23:11,486
A nurse held my hand.
1477
01:23:14,826 --> 01:23:16,192
And for some reason,
1478
01:23:16,295 --> 01:23:18,460
I didn't realize
how badly it would hurt but...
1479
01:23:20,395 --> 01:23:22,134
...it really did.
1480
01:23:26,138 --> 01:23:28,970
Yeah, it was almost
20 years ago.
1481
01:23:29,672 --> 01:23:32,674
I'd have a kid in college
by now if I hadn't done that.
1482
01:23:47,587 --> 01:23:50,760
Maybe I got rid
of the wrong one.
1483
01:23:55,297 --> 01:23:57,664
Why won't you say anything?
1484
01:24:00,101 --> 01:24:01,668
I can't breathe.
1485
01:24:07,178 --> 01:24:09,412
You don't get it.
You don't see.
1486
01:24:11,580 --> 01:24:15,215
You... you love to tell me
I don't get it.
1487
01:24:15,417 --> 01:24:17,622
What is it you think
I don't get?
1488
01:24:17,891 --> 01:24:20,690
What is it you're so sure...
1489
01:24:20,959 --> 01:24:22,929
I can't help you with?
1490
01:24:23,231 --> 01:24:26,330
I'm one of those people that's
not supposed to be a mom.
1491
01:24:29,770 --> 01:24:32,004
I'm not a mom. I'm not.
1492
01:24:32,106 --> 01:24:33,498
This isn't supposed to be
what it's like.
1493
01:24:33,600 --> 01:24:36,340
This isn't it.
This can't be it.
1494
01:24:39,109 --> 01:24:41,246
Will you say something?!
1495
01:24:44,348 --> 01:24:46,383
Not everyone can do it.
I can't...
1496
01:24:50,725 --> 01:24:52,620
Do you have any kids?
1497
01:24:55,927 --> 01:24:58,098
Do you have a kid!?
1498
01:25:00,262 --> 01:25:03,169
Hello!
1499
01:25:05,339 --> 01:25:08,834
Why won't you talk to me?!
Why won't you help me?!
1500
01:25:12,440 --> 01:25:14,543
I know what you're doing...
1501
01:25:15,475 --> 01:25:17,117
...and I can't have it.
1502
01:25:18,982 --> 01:25:20,780
What am I doing?
1503
01:25:24,692 --> 01:25:25,653
This isn't working.
1504
01:25:27,794 --> 01:25:29,228
What do you mean?
1505
01:25:30,998 --> 01:25:33,760
We can't see
each other anymore.
1506
01:26:08,868 --> 01:26:10,632
I got here early.
1507
01:26:11,532 --> 01:26:13,635
You'll have to wait outside.
1508
01:26:25,214 --> 01:26:26,680
Uh, look,
1509
01:26:26,782 --> 01:26:27,679
I don't know why
you aren't answering your cell,
1510
01:26:27,781 --> 01:26:30,018
but Dr. Spring called and--
1511
01:26:30,120 --> 01:26:31,654
It's Dr. Spring.
1512
01:26:31,756 --> 01:26:33,793
You cannot bring your daughter
here for further treatment
1513
01:26:33,895 --> 01:26:35,755
until we have--
1514
01:26:35,857 --> 01:26:38,128
You are too much, you know?
1515
01:26:38,230 --> 01:26:39,691
You are... I'm gonna--
1516
01:26:39,793 --> 01:26:41,195
Hey, thanks for checking in.
1517
01:26:41,297 --> 01:26:42,630
In case you forgot,
1518
01:26:42,732 --> 01:26:44,368
my wife still happens
to be fucking missing.
1519
01:26:44,470 --> 01:26:45,838
You know, I don't know
what kind of number--
1520
01:26:51,679 --> 01:26:52,971
What the fuck?
1521
01:26:58,346 --> 01:26:59,811
You...
1522
01:26:59,914 --> 01:27:02,750
You mentioned
an aphorism from the Bible
1523
01:27:02,852 --> 01:27:05,451
about a millstone.
Would you say what that is?
1524
01:27:05,887 --> 01:27:09,389
That it's better to tie a stone
around your neck
1525
01:27:09,491 --> 01:27:11,791
and throw yourself into the sea
1526
01:27:11,893 --> 01:27:15,834
than to cause anyone
to stumble-- stumble.
1527
01:27:16,604 --> 01:27:17,896
All right, let me
make sure I'm getting that.
1528
01:27:17,998 --> 01:27:19,933
It's better to tie a millstone
around your neck
1529
01:27:20,035 --> 01:27:23,842
and throw yourself in the sea
rather than to do what?
1530
01:27:24,312 --> 01:27:26,807
Cause someone
to stumble. Stumble.
1531
01:27:26,909 --> 01:27:30,247
To cause
someone to stumble? Okay.
1532
01:27:30,516 --> 01:27:32,481
What were you trying
to accomplish there
1533
01:27:32,584 --> 01:27:35,120
when you did take your
children's lives?
1534
01:27:46,334 --> 01:27:48,895
...all women,
all Gen Z group think.
1535
01:27:50,268 --> 01:27:51,634
Like, what are your thoughts?
1536
01:27:56,577 --> 01:27:57,904
And?
1537
01:27:59,339 --> 01:28:00,678
Hello?
1538
01:28:00,980 --> 01:28:03,010
Yeah. Mm-hm. Mm-hm.
1539
01:28:03,112 --> 01:28:04,316
Mm-hm.
1540
01:28:04,418 --> 01:28:06,748
That is totally
unbelievable, right?
1541
01:28:07,849 --> 01:28:11,556
That's completely unbelievable.
All of it.
1542
01:28:11,658 --> 01:28:14,726
- But Dr. Spring said--
- I don't care what she said.
1543
01:28:14,828 --> 01:28:15,887
I'm telling you,
1544
01:28:15,989 --> 01:28:19,692
I had a work emergency
and I couldn't stay.
1545
01:28:19,794 --> 01:28:22,467
I had to leave.
It isn't my fault.
1546
01:28:22,569 --> 01:28:24,597
I came right back to pick you up
when I was supposed to
1547
01:28:24,699 --> 01:28:27,371
like I always do.
I just-- I just--
1548
01:28:27,673 --> 01:28:31,143
I just couldn't stay
for the group, but, you know...
1549
01:28:31,245 --> 01:28:32,510
I work with
a lot of very sick people,
1550
01:28:32,612 --> 01:28:35,240
- honey, and sometimes they are--
- Sicker than me?
1551
01:28:35,810 --> 01:28:38,814
Sick in a different
way than you.
1552
01:28:39,484 --> 01:28:41,954
- But Dr. Spring said--
- I told you,
1553
01:28:42,056 --> 01:28:44,217
I don't care what she said.
1554
01:28:44,319 --> 01:28:45,387
I'm your mother.
1555
01:28:45,489 --> 01:28:48,658
She loves me though.
She said so.
1556
01:28:50,160 --> 01:28:51,694
She said that?
1557
01:28:51,796 --> 01:28:53,993
She loves all of us. The kids.
1558
01:28:54,095 --> 01:28:57,303
She has no right to
tell you that. She's a doctor.
1559
01:28:57,405 --> 01:28:59,603
- She doesn't have a right--
- It's true, though!
1560
01:28:59,705 --> 01:29:01,867
You know, I don't think we need
the program anymore.
1561
01:29:01,969 --> 01:29:04,776
- I'm better?
- Yeah. I think maybe, yeah.
1562
01:29:04,878 --> 01:29:06,307
Maybe we...
1563
01:29:06,409 --> 01:29:08,007
we just do it, you and me.
1564
01:29:08,949 --> 01:29:10,581
What would happen?
1565
01:29:11,981 --> 01:29:15,817
Uh... So many
wonderful things. You would...
1566
01:29:16,884 --> 01:29:18,386
You'd be able
to get the tube out,
1567
01:29:18,489 --> 01:29:19,789
and you could go back to school
1568
01:29:19,891 --> 01:29:22,356
and you'd be eating everything
delicious in the whole word.
1569
01:29:22,458 --> 01:29:24,596
Wouldn't that be great?
1570
01:29:24,931 --> 01:29:26,531
You can do that?
1571
01:29:27,394 --> 01:29:28,861
Do what?
1572
01:29:28,963 --> 01:29:32,165
Make me better?
I won't need the machine?
1573
01:29:32,501 --> 01:29:33,967
Well...
1574
01:29:34,669 --> 01:29:36,072
I'm better? They said that?
1575
01:29:36,174 --> 01:29:37,710
I think, maybe.
1576
01:29:37,812 --> 01:29:39,377
You know, and...
1577
01:29:39,479 --> 01:29:42,641
And if not, then
we'll just do it, you know?
1578
01:29:42,743 --> 01:29:44,150
You're better than you were,
1579
01:29:44,252 --> 01:29:46,012
and Dr. Spring's
not the boss of us.
1580
01:29:52,353 --> 01:29:53,525
Mommy?
1581
01:29:55,126 --> 01:29:56,055
Yeah?
1582
01:29:57,664 --> 01:29:59,760
I'm really
sorry, but I'm not better.
1583
01:29:59,862 --> 01:30:02,666
Please don't be mad or sad
that I said that.
1584
01:30:26,257 --> 01:30:27,759
Hello?
1585
01:30:28,461 --> 01:30:29,624
There's someone here
1586
01:30:29,726 --> 01:30:31,530
who wants to see you
in the lobby.
1587
01:30:34,561 --> 01:30:36,700
What? Who?
1588
01:30:37,865 --> 01:30:40,905
Won't say. Come down or don't.
1589
01:30:49,182 --> 01:30:51,077
Thanks for checking on me.
1590
01:30:52,718 --> 01:30:55,385
Oh, you would not believe
the day I had, honestly.
1591
01:30:55,487 --> 01:30:57,949
After you just left me
all alone,
1592
01:30:58,051 --> 01:30:59,852
abandoned in your
spooky-ass apartment,
1593
01:30:59,954 --> 01:31:01,059
with my bone sticking
out my leg.
1594
01:31:01,161 --> 01:31:01,926
I called you an ambulance.
1595
01:31:02,028 --> 01:31:03,196
No big deal.
1596
01:31:03,298 --> 01:31:04,094
What else did you expect me
to do?
1597
01:31:04,196 --> 01:31:05,396
It's really painful.
1598
01:31:05,498 --> 01:31:07,597
I had to get back here
to my kid, okay?
1599
01:31:07,699 --> 01:31:09,700
Mother of the fucking year.
I almost forgot.
1600
01:31:10,333 --> 01:31:11,402
I don't care.
1601
01:31:11,504 --> 01:31:13,204
And what exactly
am I supposed to do
1602
01:31:13,306 --> 01:31:14,436
with your brick of cocaine?
1603
01:31:14,538 --> 01:31:15,940
- Flush it.
- Okay.
1604
01:31:16,042 --> 01:31:16,935
It must be nice.
1605
01:31:17,037 --> 01:31:19,039
Why didn't they give
you any crutches?
1606
01:31:19,908 --> 01:31:22,548
Fuck them crutches.
1607
01:31:38,231 --> 01:31:39,928
It's... It is you!
1608
01:31:41,299 --> 01:31:43,065
You-- you're here.
1609
01:31:43,334 --> 01:31:44,867
I hope that's okay.
1610
01:31:44,969 --> 01:31:47,937
I accidentally followed you
this one time, and...
1611
01:31:48,206 --> 01:31:49,535
You live here?
1612
01:31:49,637 --> 01:31:52,512
Are... are you okay?
1613
01:31:53,378 --> 01:31:55,882
- I'm okay.
- Okay. Okay.
1614
01:31:55,984 --> 01:31:57,547
Where did you go?
1615
01:31:57,715 --> 01:32:01,250
I just...
I-- I had to get out of there.
1616
01:32:01,752 --> 01:32:04,923
- Okay, I understand. So, let's--
- Do you?
1617
01:32:05,392 --> 01:32:07,824
Do you really,
really understand?
1618
01:32:08,490 --> 01:32:09,562
I think so.
1619
01:32:10,395 --> 01:32:12,261
Oh, shit. No. This is...
1620
01:32:12,363 --> 01:32:14,025
This is a mistake.
1621
01:32:14,127 --> 01:32:16,661
This is a mistake
because I thought...
1622
01:32:16,930 --> 01:32:18,766
I thought that you understood,
1623
01:32:18,868 --> 01:32:20,301
and that
I wouldn't even have to say--
1624
01:32:20,403 --> 01:32:21,771
Let's calm down.
1625
01:32:21,873 --> 01:32:22,935
I think what we should do
is get in a car right now
1626
01:32:23,037 --> 01:32:24,536
and go straight
to the emergency room.
1627
01:32:24,638 --> 01:32:25,538
A hospital?
1628
01:32:25,640 --> 01:32:27,138
- Yes.
- Why? Why?
1629
01:32:27,240 --> 01:32:28,575
Because
it's just a safe place to go...
1630
01:32:28,677 --> 01:32:29,810
Why? Why? No, I'm fine.
1631
01:32:29,912 --> 01:32:31,744
...if you don't feel ready
to go home.
1632
01:32:31,847 --> 01:32:33,553
Well, what about your daughter?
1633
01:32:34,719 --> 01:32:37,218
- My daughter?
- Where is your daughter?
1634
01:32:37,721 --> 01:32:39,621
She's upstairs. She's sleeping.
1635
01:32:39,723 --> 01:32:40,886
I don't want to go
to a hospital.
1636
01:32:40,988 --> 01:32:41,992
I don't want to
go to a hospital.
1637
01:32:42,094 --> 01:32:42,721
Okay.
1638
01:32:42,823 --> 01:32:44,897
I want you to help me.
1639
01:32:44,999 --> 01:32:45,958
I'm trying to.
1640
01:32:46,060 --> 01:32:47,366
- I am trying to help you.
- Please help me.
1641
01:32:47,468 --> 01:32:48,400
No, no, because you
don't understand.
1642
01:32:48,502 --> 01:32:51,332
You don't see it.
All of their faces.
1643
01:32:51,835 --> 01:32:54,234
Their little faces.
They look at us,
1644
01:32:54,336 --> 01:32:57,474
- and there is nothing there.
- Okay, you need to calm down.
1645
01:32:57,576 --> 01:32:59,440
- No! No!
- You need to calm down.
1646
01:32:59,542 --> 01:33:00,809
No, I am fine! Okay?
1647
01:33:00,912 --> 01:33:02,547
- But I just need you...
- Let's just breathe.
1648
01:33:02,649 --> 01:33:03,577
- No, but you don't know...
- Just breathe.
1649
01:33:03,679 --> 01:33:04,445
In and out, Caroline.
1650
01:33:04,547 --> 01:33:05,514
Just take a breath.
1651
01:33:05,617 --> 01:33:06,613
- Just breathe with me.
- Stop.
1652
01:33:06,715 --> 01:33:07,713
Just start with a breath.
1653
01:33:18,759 --> 01:33:20,325
Caroline, wait!
1654
01:33:28,405 --> 01:33:30,471
Stop!
1655
01:33:45,388 --> 01:33:46,791
Caroline!
1656
01:33:49,125 --> 01:33:51,130
If this is an emergency,
1657
01:33:51,232 --> 01:33:53,259
hang up and call 911.
1658
01:33:53,361 --> 01:33:56,798
Otherwise, call back
during normal business hours.
1659
01:33:56,900 --> 01:33:57,830
Okay, call me back.
1660
01:33:57,932 --> 01:33:59,165
Call me back tonight, okay?
1661
01:33:59,267 --> 01:34:00,770
Please? Please, you said
that you could help me.
1662
01:34:00,872 --> 01:34:03,338
Please. Please, just
call me back, okay?
1663
01:34:03,440 --> 01:34:05,205
I need you. Bye.
1664
01:36:24,383 --> 01:36:26,079
Mommy?
1665
01:36:26,381 --> 01:36:30,350
Go back to sleep.
Everything's okay.
1666
01:36:31,324 --> 01:36:33,590
My tummy is wet.
1667
01:36:33,960 --> 01:36:37,962
Sh-sh-sh. It's okay.
I made it better, okay?
1668
01:36:38,629 --> 01:36:40,426
Go back to sleep.
1669
01:38:10,622 --> 01:38:12,586
Hello?
1670
01:38:12,688 --> 01:38:13,618
Hello?
1671
01:38:18,595 --> 01:38:20,232
Hello?
1672
01:38:26,703 --> 01:38:28,039
Oh!
1673
01:38:29,069 --> 01:38:30,239
Why are you here?
1674
01:38:31,642 --> 01:38:32,912
Are you okay?
1675
01:38:33,280 --> 01:38:34,240
Where...
1676
01:38:34,342 --> 01:38:36,542
When did you get here?
Why are you here?
1677
01:38:38,913 --> 01:38:39,979
Where is she?
1678
01:38:40,081 --> 01:38:42,982
She's asleep.
1679
01:38:43,251 --> 01:38:44,924
- With the babysitter?
- Yes.
1680
01:38:46,526 --> 01:38:47,858
Look, I just...
1681
01:38:47,960 --> 01:38:49,989
I couldn't think.
I couldn't function.
1682
01:38:50,091 --> 01:38:51,290
I couldn't do anything.
1683
01:38:51,392 --> 01:38:53,025
All I was doing was thinking
about you,
1684
01:38:53,127 --> 01:38:54,260
and her, and the apartment
1685
01:38:54,362 --> 01:38:56,429
so I had to come back.
I was scared.
1686
01:38:56,531 --> 01:38:59,070
- I wanted to help.
- Wait, wait, wait. Wait, I--
1687
01:39:02,870 --> 01:39:04,969
What? You just gotta
know how to talk to these guys.
1688
01:39:05,071 --> 01:39:06,373
That's all.
1689
01:39:06,475 --> 01:39:09,712
Did you look at it, the hole?
Did you see it?
1690
01:39:09,814 --> 01:39:11,075
Did you see anything?
1691
01:39:11,578 --> 01:39:15,119
Oh, yeah. No, it, uh...
It was not fixed.
1692
01:39:15,753 --> 01:39:17,151
Now it's fixed.
1693
01:39:17,587 --> 01:39:20,892
Okay. Okay, I think we should
just... Let's just go now.
1694
01:39:20,994 --> 01:39:22,758
I just don't see
how it got so bad.
1695
01:39:22,860 --> 01:39:24,288
How did it get so bad?
1696
01:39:24,390 --> 01:39:25,992
Are you trying to blame me?
1697
01:39:26,294 --> 01:39:28,633
No, I'm not blaming you.
I just...
1698
01:39:28,736 --> 01:39:30,001
I just want to get out of here.
1699
01:39:30,103 --> 01:39:31,498
- It was a huge hole.
- I want to get out of here.
1700
01:39:41,482 --> 01:39:42,707
Do you love me?
1701
01:39:44,582 --> 01:39:45,545
Yeah.
1702
01:39:55,456 --> 01:39:58,261
- Hey, hey. Wait, wait, wait.
- What?
1703
01:39:58,960 --> 01:40:00,395
What's the rush?
1704
01:40:00,497 --> 01:40:02,965
You were the one who was
in a rush to get back here.
1705
01:40:03,067 --> 01:40:04,962
I don't want
to be here anymore.
1706
01:40:05,364 --> 01:40:07,103
We are here, all right?
1707
01:40:07,206 --> 01:40:08,903
Let's relieve the babysitter.
I'm exhausted.
1708
01:40:09,005 --> 01:40:10,306
I want to get to sleep,
1709
01:40:10,408 --> 01:40:11,942
and I'm excited to see her
even if she's sleeping.
1710
01:40:12,044 --> 01:40:13,844
I know, but why don't
you go downstairs
1711
01:40:13,946 --> 01:40:15,141
and get us some wine
or something
1712
01:40:15,243 --> 01:40:16,509
and I can relieve the sitter
1713
01:40:16,611 --> 01:40:17,814
and then you can come
back up and then we can...
1714
01:40:17,917 --> 01:40:19,617
What's going on?
What's going on?
1715
01:40:19,719 --> 01:40:21,152
There's nothing going on.
1716
01:40:22,687 --> 01:40:24,617
Open the door.
1717
01:40:27,024 --> 01:40:29,622
- Me?
- I don't have a key.
1718
01:40:30,927 --> 01:40:33,362
Right, yeah. Okay.
1719
01:40:34,627 --> 01:40:36,199
Oh, God. Don't tell me
you left her here
1720
01:40:36,301 --> 01:40:39,433
- without having a key. Come on.
- No, no, no. No.
1721
01:40:39,535 --> 01:40:42,536
Of course, I have a key.
What do you think I am?
1722
01:40:48,507 --> 01:40:52,148
Hey. I'm her dad. I'm Charles.
1723
01:40:52,251 --> 01:40:54,247
Nice to meet you.
You must be the babysitter.
1724
01:40:54,349 --> 01:40:56,514
- Babysitter?
- Yeah, James, right?
1725
01:40:56,616 --> 01:40:59,787
- Jamie, right.
- Oh, thank you for...
1726
01:40:59,889 --> 01:41:01,519
Oh, hell no.
1727
01:41:01,621 --> 01:41:04,028
I'm not doing this
shit with you, yo.
1728
01:41:04,131 --> 01:41:05,225
Not doing what?
What are you talking about?
1729
01:41:05,327 --> 01:41:07,627
I'm not a fucking
babysitter, dude.
1730
01:41:08,931 --> 01:41:10,501
Excuse me?
1731
01:41:11,304 --> 01:41:14,239
Your daughter woke up
and was crying, scared shitless.
1732
01:41:14,341 --> 01:41:18,042
So I pounded on the fucking door
till she finally opened it.
1733
01:41:18,145 --> 01:41:19,738
I had to tell her
I was a friend of your wife.
1734
01:41:19,840 --> 01:41:22,707
Bro, it took me forever
to get her to go to sleep.
1735
01:41:22,809 --> 01:41:25,150
And by the way,
I had to give her a Band-Aid.
1736
01:41:25,252 --> 01:41:27,313
She has some shit oozing
from her stomach or something.
1737
01:41:27,415 --> 01:41:29,187
Hey. Okay, okay, hold on.
Hold on.
1738
01:41:29,289 --> 01:41:31,022
- Listen, who the fuck are you...
- Watch the leg, man.
1739
01:41:31,125 --> 01:41:32,352
...and what the hell
are you doing in my room?
1740
01:41:32,454 --> 01:41:34,690
- Your room?
- Yeah. This is my wife.
1741
01:41:34,792 --> 01:41:35,858
That's my child.
1742
01:41:35,960 --> 01:41:37,094
- Mommy?
- My room.
1743
01:41:37,196 --> 01:41:38,626
I just fucking told you
who I was,
1744
01:41:38,728 --> 01:41:41,065
and you need to ask your wife
why I got this cast on my leg.
1745
01:41:41,167 --> 01:41:43,365
- It's-- I don't...
- Who is this guy?
1746
01:41:43,467 --> 01:41:45,904
- He's the babysitter.
- He's not the babysitter!
1747
01:41:46,006 --> 01:41:47,037
He just told me
he's not the babysitter.
1748
01:41:47,139 --> 01:41:48,104
I don't know
what he's talking about.
1749
01:41:48,206 --> 01:41:49,003
- Who the fuck is he?
- She's awake.
1750
01:41:49,105 --> 01:41:50,205
Can we just go inside?
1751
01:41:50,307 --> 01:41:51,505
She can hear everything
you're saying.
1752
01:41:51,607 --> 01:41:52,570
Can you even explain to me
why her machine is off
1753
01:41:52,672 --> 01:41:53,470
and the tube
is outside of her body?
1754
01:41:53,573 --> 01:41:54,805
Daddy! Are you out there?
1755
01:41:54,907 --> 01:41:56,211
- I ain't in this shit, man.
- Come see me!
1756
01:41:56,313 --> 01:41:57,847
- Let's go inside.
- Daddy! Daddy!
1757
01:41:57,949 --> 01:41:59,946
Hey. Hey. Lookit. Yes, hi.
1758
01:42:00,048 --> 01:42:01,250
Daddy's home!
1759
01:42:01,353 --> 01:42:02,583
Mom said we didn't need
the program anymore.
1760
01:42:02,685 --> 01:42:04,156
Oh, my gosh.
Look at you! You're beautiful.
1761
01:42:04,258 --> 01:42:05,520
But I didn't believe her
because Dr. Spring said I do.
1762
01:42:05,622 --> 01:42:08,726
- But look, she was right!
- What? What are you saying?
1763
01:42:08,828 --> 01:42:11,630
- Look! No tube!
- What?
1764
01:42:11,732 --> 01:42:12,756
The tube is garbage now.
1765
01:42:12,858 --> 01:42:14,632
I can go back to school!
1766
01:42:14,734 --> 01:42:16,295
Oh, my God.
1767
01:42:16,397 --> 01:42:18,299
- Oh, my God.
- But Daddy...
1768
01:42:18,401 --> 01:42:19,437
I still don't want to
eat food...
1769
01:42:19,539 --> 01:42:20,800
What...
1770
01:42:20,902 --> 01:42:21,769
- ...because it's too squishy.
- What's going on?
1771
01:42:27,347 --> 01:42:29,142
Will you take me
to the playground tomorrow?
1772
01:42:29,244 --> 01:42:30,778
What did you do?
1773
01:42:31,047 --> 01:42:32,110
What did you do?!
1774
01:42:32,212 --> 01:42:33,350
Mommy!
1775
01:45:20,316 --> 01:45:22,420
Don't touch me!
1776
01:46:16,339 --> 01:46:17,772
Mommy!
1777
01:46:18,844 --> 01:46:20,005
Mommy!
1778
01:46:20,373 --> 01:46:22,012
Mommy!
1779
01:46:27,383 --> 01:46:29,652
Mommy, I'm here.
1780
01:46:31,353 --> 01:46:33,491
Mommy, please!
1781
01:46:35,795 --> 01:46:36,621
Mommy!
1782
01:46:39,758 --> 01:46:41,266
Please!
1783
01:46:43,703 --> 01:46:47,305
♪ Sit beside
The breakfast table ♪
1784
01:46:47,707 --> 01:46:49,704
♪ Think about your troubles ♪
1785
01:46:49,806 --> 01:46:52,106
♪ Pour yourself a cup of tea ♪
1786
01:46:53,577 --> 01:46:55,612
♪ Then think about
The bubbles ♪
1787
01:47:02,184 --> 01:47:03,488
Mommy?
1788
01:47:10,624 --> 01:47:12,992
I'll be better. I promise.
1789
01:47:15,331 --> 01:47:17,095
I'll be better.
1790
01:48:56,834 --> 01:49:00,365
♪ Sit beside
The breakfast table ♪
1791
01:49:00,934 --> 01:49:03,571
♪ Think about your troubles ♪
1792
01:49:03,673 --> 01:49:05,904
♪ Pour yourself a cup of tea ♪
1793
01:49:06,006 --> 01:49:09,341
♪ Then think
About the bubbles ♪
1794
01:49:09,844 --> 01:49:12,843
♪ You can take your teardrops ♪
1795
01:49:12,945 --> 01:49:15,351
♪ Drop them in a teacup ♪
1796
01:49:15,720 --> 01:49:18,488
♪ Take them down
To the riverside ♪
1797
01:49:18,590 --> 01:49:20,785
♪ And throw them
Over the side ♪
1798
01:49:20,888 --> 01:49:23,755
♪ To be swept up by a current ♪
1799
01:49:23,858 --> 01:49:26,924
♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪
1800
01:49:27,026 --> 01:49:30,368
♪ To be eaten by some fishes ♪
1801
01:49:30,470 --> 01:49:33,464
♪ Who were eaten by
Some fishes ♪
1802
01:49:33,833 --> 01:49:36,107
♪ Swallowed by a whale ♪
1803
01:49:36,209 --> 01:49:39,572
♪ Who grew so old ♪
1804
01:49:39,674 --> 01:49:42,948
♪ He decomposed ♪
1805
01:49:43,050 --> 01:49:44,275
♪ Doo-doo ♪
1806
01:49:45,778 --> 01:49:46,944
♪ Doo-doo ♪
1807
01:49:47,046 --> 01:49:50,816
♪ He died and left his body ♪
1808
01:49:50,918 --> 01:49:54,620
♪ To the bottom of the ocean ♪
1809
01:49:54,722 --> 01:49:57,261
♪ Now everybody knows ♪
1810
01:49:57,364 --> 01:50:01,097
♪ That when a body decomposes ♪
1811
01:50:01,432 --> 01:50:03,762
♪ The basic elements ♪
1812
01:50:03,865 --> 01:50:07,197
♪ Are given back to the ocean ♪
1813
01:50:07,299 --> 01:50:10,573
♪ And the sea does
What it oughta ♪
1814
01:50:10,675 --> 01:50:13,443
♪ And soon
There's salty water ♪
1815
01:50:13,545 --> 01:50:16,240
♪ Not too good for drinking ♪
1816
01:50:16,342 --> 01:50:18,846
♪ 'Cause it tastes
Just like a teardrop ♪
1817
01:50:18,948 --> 01:50:22,848
♪ So they run it
Through a filter ♪
1818
01:50:22,950 --> 01:50:25,719
♪ It comes out from a faucet ♪
1819
01:50:25,821 --> 01:50:28,888
♪ And it pours into a teapot ♪
1820
01:50:28,990 --> 01:50:31,390
♪ Which is just about
To bubble ♪
1821
01:50:31,493 --> 01:50:32,957
♪ Now ♪
1822
01:50:33,059 --> 01:50:37,097
♪ Think about your troubles ♪